09:30 Back in latex at last! What a relief. You know the way that u sometimes feel a great relief from having completed a latex sex session and u r taking off all that restrictive rubber? Well it’s getting a bit like that now when I get BACK into my “latex prison” (TE Catsuit) after a day or two being without latex. I wonder if there will be a time when I write about the pointz systems I have had to come up with in order help me stay OUT of latex for hours or even days…
Today I am wearing the usual TE hood / suit combo as described previously, only this time I am wearing flushing pants underneath. The aim here is obviously to stay totally encased in rubber 4 as long as I can while working, using the flushing pants to allow for urination without needing 4 any area of skin exposed.
I don’t have much faith in this solution however… The problem is that the latex suit is neck entry and the tubing for the pants has to exit at head height. Obviously gravity is not on my side here! Only time will tell.
Why neck entry suit u ask? Well I have had all sorts of other types and they all have their pros and cons. I find that the less zip the better – particularly round the bum and groin. They leak and this is the antithesis of my aim - which is to be sealed in! They always eventually fail as they are not stretchy and put a strain on the back / arse area of a latex suit. A neck entry suit is much more comfortable to around the groin area and is totally water/fluid tight, until the moisture reaches drowning level! Of course, the down side is that it’s a big deal when you need to urinate or defecate! One option is to hook up the flushing pants to a collector bag that is inside the leg of the suit – but the suit is fairly skin tight and so I don’t know if the bag would be able to take the volume in such confinement. Any advice welcome…
11:.00 Well I just tried the flushing pants out and can report more success than I expected! It was not exactly neat or dignified, but I was able to urinate while leaning over the side of the bath. My back legs were straight and my head & arms were resting on the far side of the bath and – hey presto – the tube at head level gushed forth. When it finished, I was able pump out the last remaining fluid. Then I sent a small amount of air down the tube, which gently inflated the sheath and when I let the pressure go, a few more drops were pushed out. Repeat a couple of times – just like shaking it!
Result! There didn’t seem to be any leakage from the sheath into the pant or suit, but I will only find out 4 sure later, when I emerge from the latex. This is no long term solution – but more a proof of concept. To replace the gravity, I imagine that a small electric pump will do the work.
11:30 What? Again!?! Just in the middle of some tricky work and start to get the feeling my bladder was full again. At 1st I thought that the poppers were a diuretic, but There is not much fluid this time, so think it must be that it is because the pants are (necessarily) tight and constricting my bladder. Things were a little messier this time, so I may be in for some retrospective points.
12:30 Gloves a little tight again. I though that the small smear of lube might have helped. Used liquid silicon lubricant designed for lubricating rubber o-joints in plumbing. Quite sticky stuff – will probably report back on how it did over the day later.
12:45 Yet more bladder emptying gymnastics…Not much success in staying clean inside suit.
15:30 Took off hood to allow to make phone conferences I am involved in easier. So running totals:
Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Ejaculation = -100*2
Waste In Suite=50*4=200
So far today=600
Week before today=1765
Total for week so far= 2365!!!
Shortly after I gradually took everything else off. I had not ended up as comfortable in my suite today, as I had on Tuesday. The heating had gone mad, so it was just a shade warmer at 25C (approx 76F?) than earlier in the week – so maybe that had something to do with it. Also, I tried out silicon on suite – and I am not yet convinced it is a good as a nearly dry suite, with just a tiny amount of talk (like on Tuesday) – despite what everyone says. I constantly felt like I was stuck to suit with something with a warm and slightly sticky feel. For me, that is not what latex feels like… I want to feel the material – not the goo. Maybe I wasn’t happy with the toilet arrangements…. Maybe it was just because I was tired and not totally in the mood. I did enjoyed my time, but more as a long masturbation session interspersed with some work, than a lifestyle thing – hard to explain, but there is a difference for me.
Well anyway, I met and smashed my first week target of 1800 pointz, so, the question is, what target should I set for next time?
2 comments:
Thank for your comments Dark. I have read some much of your comment over the last few months that it only seems fair to let you in on some more of the details of my life, as requested.
My details : 30 something, Male, married, mainly-hetro, Decade+ years as proper rubberiest, but always been into plastic, rubber etc. Always been particularly into total enclosure, breath control etc, and less into the fashion & club scene side of things. Been wearing latex enclosure suits most days (while working) for several years now – but in a very add-hoc way. Had all sorts of gear in the past including inflatable rubber “wombs” and vac-bed – but most had to go due to moving house and job etc. The only constants are the all over cat-suits – usually total enclosure models with hands, feet and hood. The more continuous the surface and the less possibilities of leaks to/from “outside” the better! I tried all the different zip placements and several thicknesses from med to heavy. They all have there place.
At moment I am mainly wearing the neck entry model with a separate hood from practical work reasons. When wearing the hood, there is a huge shoulder overlap to make me feel more sealed in – but it can be removed for when I need to spend a long time on the telephone. One thing I have never tried is a Mask (as apposed to a hood) and like the idea of one with it’s own face. Another thing I have never tried is a thin cat suit.
I have an odd set of jobs but basically I am a freelance IT specialist working in the Telecoms industry, with occasional periods of being a freelance photographer. My main work means that I could be working anywhere in the world, but usually like to encourage my clients to let me work from my home office – in the North of the England. Wherever I am, I am only a few yards from my Latex!
With regards to your gear suggestions, I am going to take your suggestions seriously. You have obviously understood my requirement spot-on. The reality of wearing latex more often and for longer continuous periods does alter priorities. I have had suits with sheaths in before, but always found the dangling “bits” a bit inconvenient and a slight turn off (Bit ridiculous when not “filled” and I like the body image to be a bit more sleek). Also I am two minds about the feel of wearing a sheath for a long time, rather than just having you penis lose in the suit with the rest of me. I am going to sleep on it, but currently like the idea of made to measure ultra-thin rear-entry suite with sheath, hands and feet. On top of this I could wear a normal thickness suite without sheath, but with crotch entry – maybe best of both worlds.
The body hair question – Good point. Been there when I tried liquid latex and similar things. As you probably know, you can use liquid latex with body hair and it not that bad if you prepare properly for it – but it looks better without hair. Luckily I am not too hairy above the knee and so only trim pubic areas. I wish I could trim the “lower back” area easily – as I find this area of hair inconvenient.
Chorinating the suit. I really like this idea and was only reading about it on rubberiest.net last week. I just need a second person who has done it to assure me that it doesn’t effect the life of the rubber. I go through suits fairly frequently with my lifestyle and physique, and I have seen one report of a loss of elasticity. So far I am not wedded to talc or silicon. They tend to be a bit smelly & messy. As you will have read – on a dry day (where I am cool or I am not too physically active) I like the suit to be as dry as possible too. That way all you feel is the complex stretchy / slippy but mainly slightly clinging feeling of your rubber second skin – not the lube.
We are all adults here so I hardly need to say that poppers is not an idea I am particularly selling – as they are bad for you. So is breath control which I am fond of and will also blog on sometime. I also occasionally drink alcohol – but I will not be blogging on that! I will leave selling Poppers to the big fetish stores in London… However, I do find Poppers fun on occasions and regularly useful for my current experiment. I hope that they will become less frequently mentioned as time goes on as the central thing here is the rubber lifestyle. However, if they take over my life, you may read it here first…
There effect seem to vary between people and varies on me each time depending on my physical condition, mood etc (a bit like alchohol – but perhaps more so). In the main they can give you a sort of rush high (I am not qualified to give the medical reasons for this, but they were developed for angina sufferers for dilation of a blood vessels) a can make sex a lot more “frantic” or “intense”. Gay men use them for practical reasons which I am not really confident enough to elaborate on.
In addition to there main effects, I find they can have useful side effects relevant to wearing rubber (but can also give you massive hang-over for half a day when you over indulge!). I find that they affect my whole physiology and calm my body’s initial over-reaction to being totally encased in rubber. They can make me feel cooler as my blood pressure changes, minimizing perspiration. Because of the other effects hitting me at the same time, psychologically this feels a little like the “becoming at one” with the rubber – which is mega – but of coarse only my own kinky delusion. Another useful effect is to counter my initial over stimulation when my penis is encased in latex. I found that if I over indulge for recreational reasons over longer sessions, I temporarily suffered the classic “brewers droop” symptoms, which is not too much fun. However, if you have a raging hard-on and starting to lose it (inconvenient when trying to hit work deadlines), getting just the right dose can pull things back from the brink. Handy for stopping you messing up your suit to early on in the day and handy for getting you back to work.
Could I continue on without them? At the moment they are just a convenient prop to get me through the first couple of hours of the day. At the moment I am more psychologically addicted to rubber than Poppers. I am hoping I will be able to lessen my reliance on them as I go on. I keep a log on volume usage and so far so good…
Aims? Rubber arousal & Rubber arousal versus ejaculation…That’s a tricky one. I think that may turn out to be the voyage of discovery I am embarking on so I am not sure I can give you an authoritative answer on that one yet. My theory at the moment is that there is some truth in what you say, but also there is some other elements in the mix. What I know is so far is :
1) I want to wear latex as much as possible, because I just want to (no other explanation or reason necessary). There will probably be an underlying sexual motivation, but maybe only in the same way that many people think driving fast cars, private jets and going to sophisticated restaurants is sexy. I happen to think that some architecture is also “sexy”…
2) I am a relatively sexual being – as in I like sex every day of the year, not just on my birthday! Ideally more than once a day – sorry but that’s me and nothing to do with latex!
3) I find wearing latex very erotically stimulating. This is a physical/physiological thing and irrespective to item 1 – but it certainly makes item 1 more appealing.
4) Stimulation feels nice. Seems a stupid thing to say, but all I am saying is that: latex feels nice, so does stimulation and latex stimulation is even nicer!
5) If I didn’t have latex or plastic etc I know I would probably be just as sexually active in terms of masturbation and “regular” sex.
So you could say that the fact that I spend so much time in Latex means that I am bound to be aroused and ejaculate while in latex by statistical chance – but that would be ignoring the strong erotic nature of latex, which would be ridiculous. Do I want to be stimulated all the time? Not necessarily – but most of the time sounds OK by me. Am I aiming to always ejaculate every time I put on rubber? No – although I usually do. Would I spend so much time in latex if I didn’t ever get stimulated? Probably not. Would I spend so much time in latex if I didn’t ever get ejaculate? Don’t honestly know… Lets see.
What part of the experiment is sex for me? Wow – tricky. I could answer that by saying that apart from certain duties and responsibilities I pick up along the way, everything in my life could be interpreted as sexually motivated. I could also say that I find being in my rubber suite 100% sexy. I could say that I do (attempt to do) things which are not sex while in rubber – like work. I could counter that by saying working in latex seems like the act of a masochist - which would be the sexual act of a rubber submissive! If pushed I would have to say that currently 60 to 80% of my time in rubber feels like sex to some warped degree or another.
The erotic impact of rubber enclosure can afford to reduce significantly over time and it still be very stimulating. In fact it would make the experiment much easier if it did! Only time will tell, but I have been wearing rubber most days of the week for so many years now that I can’t see this happening! In fact, the act of “forcing yourself” to wear it for longer and more often, is something of an erotic mind set for me.
Is loss of erotic impact of enclosure and objective or would it be a failure? I guess it is not an objective as such and may be a failure. Having said that – it was not something that would have occurred to me – I just wanted to spend more time in latex – because I like being in latex more of the time (shallow and cyclic – but so far it turns out to be true!).
As you say, Ladyll and Gent have demonstrated unprecedented levels of planning in there pure interpretation of their lifestyle. I think they show that you have to work hard to be that good!
However, there are some important differences here. Although I would love to emulate much of what they have done, I am not even contemplating attempting anywhere near their standard. My real life with my wife prevents 24/7 ever happening other than for the odd day. Also I don’t even have a desire to be in a situation where I have to interact in pubic while obviously in latex (although I find Ladyll’s accounts stimulating). Being out in hidden latex is enough for me.
How far am I going? Well maybe that’s the point of the journey – to find out. Maybe I am already at my limit and just need an excuse to stay at my limit. Maybe there is further to go for me, let see!
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Describing something like popper to someone else is tricky – and I am no expert. Poppers do give you an initial rush (don’t know if this is the right term) and if you want to go for it, can really spice things up. That affect is mainly in the brain. However, (as far as understand it) they change your blood pressure and so can muck up the “pneumatic pressure” in the male sex organ – or at least they do for me! Libido is partly linked to erection – so eventually things can calm down – IF you want them to. However, I have also experienced ejaculation with a smaller than normal erection (not recommended and not popular with partners) while under the effects of Poppers - because I did not want to slow down. That’s what they do for me – the few others I have talked to just say things like “They are great for rubber sessions and they are legal [here]” - so I have no idea what others get from them.
My last word on Poppers for today, is that I am using less and less everyday, just to get me though the initial over stimulation of latex for the first couple of hours. I know it is really a bit of a crutch or cop-out option and if / when I get more used to wearing latex daily, I hope they will exit the scene (except for the occasional recreational fun session). The reason that I want to reply on them less, is the same as they are the same reasons as being dependant on any chemical. Fine word eh? But can he do it… [insert dramatic tension here!]
Like the idea of anatomical sheaths by OG Style. Will give there kit a look. Nice idea about the pouch. Will reflect on this…
The hood in your Ruberist.NET is just the sort of thing I fancy trying. Being both thick and comfortable sound particularly good for a mask/hood. I wonder if they would fit me (I have a large head). I like the idea of one without opening but with lips for play but less so for work. For work, my ideal mask would be as totally encasing as possible while still allowing me to use the computer, still being comfortable and having some way to let me confidently talk on the telephone – tall order! So I need to be able to see most of the time, hear clearly some of the time and talk clearly as required. If it could be plumbed up to a mild or controller re-breather apparatus when talking/hearing not required then we are in business!
Thanks again for your suggestions.
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