Monday, 20 January 2014

My new suit arrived a couple of weeks back and I was not disappointed. Hydroglove seem to have improved their suit a little since I last ordered, a few years back. Hard to say exactly what has changes - more consistent thickness maybe and a more even finish. Still all that I love about their suits has remained the same. They are peerless where it comes to the feeling of being totally sealed in a watertight and even air-tight vulcanised and chlorinated rubber suit.

Over the last couple of week the suit worked out well and very comfortable, so this week I am progressing to the “next stage” with the help of my newest toy…

My aim, as always, is to ensure I am totally sealed up when I don’t have any specific reason not to be. The trouble has always been in maintaining a disciplined approach to ensure I keep to any targets I set. I am generally always good to my word up to about 8 to 10 hours, but sometimes struggle beyond that, especially beyond 20 hours. Essentially it get tougher where regularly sleeping in total enclosure is the order of the day. Day in, day out my resolve weakens if my sleep is disturbed.

So, using a system of chains I have locked myself into my suit and (when I was sure I was comfortable) I put the keys into my new toy… It’s a time lock safe from http://captureddiscipline.com/. As you will see from their youtube video, this safe can be set up to lock from 1 minute up to 999 days.

With the commitments I have for the next month or two, I am not likely to find the time to do record breaking efforts. However, luckily for me, there is no reason why I should not be in rubber for about 11 or 12 hours per day most weekdays if I include sleep time. Weekends and recreational days are less predictable, so don’t have a target for non-weekdays, so we are only talking weekdays for my new approach…

As a first attempt, I have locked myself in to my rubber skin for 11 hours, complete enclosure including being locked into my trusty Regulation gas mask hood. The idea is to trial this for a few days to see if it is something I should incorporate into my daily routine.

I have tried other techniques to achieve timed self-bondage in the past using combination locks and software to encrypt the combination, but this time lock safe solution is much more straightforward and a lot more secure! As far as I can see, I am locked in this rubber for the full 11 hours.

It feel a little bit nervous as although I am still very comfortable in here (after being sealed in for just the first three hours), being locked into anything using self-bondage always has a feeling of being little risky. Naturally, I have tried to mitigate risk, with a plan-b for most eventualities, but there is always the butterfly in the stomach feeling when the locks go click… Hours later, I still have that feeling. The nerves are also a little exciting and so for me results in somewhat stimulating feeling,  However I need to keep reminding myself to pace myself if I am to enjoy the whole 11 hour experience…

About 5 hours in…. Being locked in is supposed to help me pace myself for a longer, more relaxed and sustained low level of stimulating experience. However, I have noticed that there is something about knowing you need to control yourself because you are locked in for the duration that is strangely exciting. This is especially true when it is an infrequent or new experience. And even more so when it is in an almost brand new suit!

Its not helped that this occasion the experiment is being carried out in my own free-time and I am not able to occupy myself with tasks or work distractions. Just me and the rubber and the bondage.

I feel so pent up with a tension of sexual exhilaration that my repression of easy relief is driving me crazy ….

I am trying to avoid chemical assistance and have instead been trying to rely on listening to my self-hypnosis scripts. These are generated using a text-to-speech engine and contain a long session reinforcing my mantra and self-conditioning to spend all available  time in rubber total enclosure experiencing a deeper level of my fetish. These sessions do help me to calm and centre on the experience.

11 hours in and the safe announces it is ready to let me have the keys to my self-bondage. I am not exactly desperate to take off the rubber, but I have run out of rubber time and am happy to remove it knowing I have had a reasonable fix.

The experience felt very novel and so it had its challenges. I cannot say I got the quality of sleep I would normally have, but may this would improve if this became the norm. If my past experience of making rubber my normal daytime attire is anything to go on, I should be OK. With familiarity I hope I could get what I want from the experience, the deeper experience I get from longer session during the day, but also I hope I might eventually get good night’s sleep to make the whole thing sustainable.

The challenge now is to see if I can make this my usual routine. Easier said than done, but as I write this, day 2 is already planned…

Sealed

January 6th, 2014 - Awaiting a new suit

A quick post as I am on tenter-hooks as I awaiting a new suit from Hydroglove which is in the post. For me there is something very special about putting on a brand new suit. In the mean-time, I just have to be satisfied being sealed up in the old one!
There really is something VERY special about a new suit. The experience is something I always try to savour as it is such a rare treat for me (my recent suits battle on for ages! Despite very regular use...).

A new suit is such an amazing object, so unusual, almost alien and the sensory overload is fabulous. The whole thing is pristine, and yet it comes with its own unique character. The smell is SO special as soon as you unwrap it.

Then there is the feel of it slipping on for the first time. The new material gliding over the skin and into place.

Then there is the look of perfect new latex, which seems to transform my own look to that of the suit's own image by the time I finish dressing.

Lastly, after I finish dressing, there is the time for reflecting in the whole experience. Whenever I finish dressing, I always feel like I am now different, but the experience with a new suit is unique for me. I am now new rubber... needless to say it is usually very stimulating...

Reflecting on the FIRST rubber suit I owned, I remember it being a mind-blowing experience. I had always had fetish leanings, experimented with plastic and had cravings for rubber encasement for years, but there had to be a first time I put on a full rubber suit and it was every bit as special as it had been in my imagination.

My first suit was a made-to-measure item and fitted my (then) young body perfectly. It was thin and ultra-shiny. The smell was a fantastic mix of an almost chocolate-like rubber smell. I remember vividly looking down at myself as if I was seeing someone else; someone who the most perfect fantasy sexual partner I could imagine and yet it still being me. The experience was beyond what my brain had had to deal with up till then and all I knew was I had made the right investment! I felt it was like coming home while going on an adventure, having an out of body experience, finding my true-self and transforming into something brand new, unknown and exciting, all at the same time.

I remember the feeling of it on my skin. A thin membrane, but so powerful a hold on every inch of my skin. It was so new an experience and it was the first time in my life where I was aware of how every single part of my body felt, all at the same instant.
I literally couldn't contain myself. I was SO excited. I tried my best to savour the experience for as long as I could, but I was fighting a losing battle. I needed to feel how it felt to the touch, but once I made contact there was no way back. The feel of the rubber clad body on the fingers was amazing. The feel on my body of the fingers touching my rubber skin was even more heavenly. I tried to slow down, and hold of touching myself, but within seconds I knew I needed more and more...

As soon as I finished I instantly knew that I would need to have more of this experience... And I did!

Sealed