Going to be a short entry today, due to pressure of work. I did manage to get into my rubber for 9AM, but am having to bail out at 4PM as I need to go out…
Had a comfortable day in rubber, if busy (with work). Did get some brief time to play at lunchtime and tried out some new breath play and popper play ideas that I will develop, and report on some day. Staying in rubber after climax is still the most difficult part of the experiment, but somehow I just manage to keep true to the rubber lifestyle…
The running totals show that a current balance of -846, which will be tricky to make tomorrow with all else that I need to do… Slightly worried I may miss my target again and incur more rubber interest!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
0900
Wow – a whole week without rubber. Not nice. Had a very successful week from a business point of view, but felt like I could cry by Friday. The extra exposure the previous week helped for the first few days, but I am certainly glad to be back in rubber today.
Speaking of the week before last, it’s time to reckon up. I actually spent well over 28 hours in rubber. For the majority if this time I was in total enclosure with not an inch of my body exposed. However this did not in itself make for a good points score. In fact I actually came out of it with a deficit of 185.5 points!!!
Now in retrospect, it seams that there ought to be an incentive for spending whole days in rubber – while not being to great as to be a disincentive for spending my working days in rubber. I think there should be a 24 hour bonus in addition to the consecutive work day bonus – but am hoping that you (my readers) will give me some suggestions as to the number of points which should be allocated.
But for now – I must stick to the rules which I set for the week. Here is how it worked, from a points perspective, Wednesday did not count as I was not working in my rubber – despite spending 8 hours before midnight. Similarly, Thursday midnight to 08:30 did not count as it was recreation time and not work time. However, I did qualify for the 100 point contiguous day bonus. Also, I did not need a comfort break during working time. I did get massively turned during the session, but only one time did I lose control during work time and actually came. I did manage to do an extra long work day (11.5 hours) – probably spurred on because I would not be able/willing(?) to spend time in rubber the next day.
Totals for week before last:
Suit & Hood = 11.5*100*=1150
Goggles =10*11.5=115
mask 5*11.5= 57.5
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=1*100=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*0=-0
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 1322.5
Week before today= 550
Total for week so far= 1872.5
Target=2058
Balance= -185.5
So what about this week?
Well, if I don’t make my target there has to be some consequences – while recognizing that my opportunity for staying in rubber is, unfortunately, not limitless. The first thing that happens is that any shortfall is carried over to the following week(s) with 10% interest added on. However, because the target was not reached – it was probably too high. So the following weeks target is reduced by 80% of the shortfall. So that if the target was 2058 and I miss it by 185.5, the new target is 1910 with -204 carried over. This means I would have to earn 1910 points next week as a minimum and hopefully earn 2114 to avoid yet more interest on the remainder.
Now, you may think that this may not sound like enough of an incentive to meet the target but that’s now really the point. Firstly, I am having to publish my failure to my rubber peers – which is the real punishment. Also, am not going to want to continually run a deficit, as there is 10% interest, as well as the indignity to consider. So although I am going to have work hard to pay back the deficit in the next week (or two), at least the target will be achievable once I have paid off my rubber debt.
16:00
Really enjoying today. It’s been easy to get used to being back in rubber and it just feels wonderful. Maybe, too wonderful, as I don’t seem to able to get enough of it. I had an excellent bag play session during my lunch break, going wild in my steamed up bag. Managed to make it last a fair while, but ever since, rather than being satisfied, I have been wanting more …
1700
Enough for today… Points summarized: Total for week so far (with all bonus and charges carried over)= 496, Weeks Target= 1910, Balance= -1414
Wow – a whole week without rubber. Not nice. Had a very successful week from a business point of view, but felt like I could cry by Friday. The extra exposure the previous week helped for the first few days, but I am certainly glad to be back in rubber today.
Speaking of the week before last, it’s time to reckon up. I actually spent well over 28 hours in rubber. For the majority if this time I was in total enclosure with not an inch of my body exposed. However this did not in itself make for a good points score. In fact I actually came out of it with a deficit of 185.5 points!!!
Now in retrospect, it seams that there ought to be an incentive for spending whole days in rubber – while not being to great as to be a disincentive for spending my working days in rubber. I think there should be a 24 hour bonus in addition to the consecutive work day bonus – but am hoping that you (my readers) will give me some suggestions as to the number of points which should be allocated.
But for now – I must stick to the rules which I set for the week. Here is how it worked, from a points perspective, Wednesday did not count as I was not working in my rubber – despite spending 8 hours before midnight. Similarly, Thursday midnight to 08:30 did not count as it was recreation time and not work time. However, I did qualify for the 100 point contiguous day bonus. Also, I did not need a comfort break during working time. I did get massively turned during the session, but only one time did I lose control during work time and actually came. I did manage to do an extra long work day (11.5 hours) – probably spurred on because I would not be able/willing(?) to spend time in rubber the next day.
Totals for week before last:
Suit & Hood = 11.5*100*=1150
Goggles =10*11.5=115
mask 5*11.5= 57.5
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=1*100=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*0=-0
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 1322.5
Week before today= 550
Total for week so far= 1872.5
Target=2058
Balance= -185.5
So what about this week?
Well, if I don’t make my target there has to be some consequences – while recognizing that my opportunity for staying in rubber is, unfortunately, not limitless. The first thing that happens is that any shortfall is carried over to the following week(s) with 10% interest added on. However, because the target was not reached – it was probably too high. So the following weeks target is reduced by 80% of the shortfall. So that if the target was 2058 and I miss it by 185.5, the new target is 1910 with -204 carried over. This means I would have to earn 1910 points next week as a minimum and hopefully earn 2114 to avoid yet more interest on the remainder.
Now, you may think that this may not sound like enough of an incentive to meet the target but that’s now really the point. Firstly, I am having to publish my failure to my rubber peers – which is the real punishment. Also, am not going to want to continually run a deficit, as there is 10% interest, as well as the indignity to consider. So although I am going to have work hard to pay back the deficit in the next week (or two), at least the target will be achievable once I have paid off my rubber debt.
16:00
Really enjoying today. It’s been easy to get used to being back in rubber and it just feels wonderful. Maybe, too wonderful, as I don’t seem to able to get enough of it. I had an excellent bag play session during my lunch break, going wild in my steamed up bag. Managed to make it last a fair while, but ever since, rather than being satisfied, I have been wanting more …
1700
Enough for today… Points summarized: Total for week so far (with all bonus and charges carried over)= 496, Weeks Target= 1910, Balance= -1414
Friday, February 11, 2005
Thursday 10:30
The urges get to great for me and I find myself turned on by my own predicament. More than 18 hours in here and just seems to get more erotic over time. I break off work and sort myself out. Taking to poppers this time to complete the rubbery trip. They send my respiration wild and I lose any ability to slow things down. Intense.
16:00 (24 hours)
Earlier in the afternoon, I decided I would only have to last to 1600 before I could leave and get on with other aspects of my life. I really felt I had probably had nothing more to gain in staying encased in rubber. I really wanted out so set myself the 24 hour target.
But now it’s here, I just don’t want to leave. It’s interesting how I have these occasional lows where I want to bail out. As long as they are not near a time where I would feel justified in getting out of the rubber (like at the end of the working day, before I go to bed, meal times etc) I seem to be able to deal with it by setting a target a few hours away.
My libido is back again and slowly taking over from my work. It’s nice having that drive there and trying to keep it off the boil, while I try to concentrate on my work.
I have not eaten or drunk anything since yesterday (it’s just not possible when sealed up, without breaking the “seal” so to speak). It’s interesting to note that I have only needed to relieve myself a couple of times and not at all in the last 8 hours. Things seem to be slowing down for my body.
The rubber suit is staying quite comfortable still. It seems that anything that may be uncomfortable will manifest itself in the first 8 to 10 hours It feels relatively dry in here, despite everything. So, I think I am good for a few hours yet I think.
20:00 (+28 Hours)
The last few hours has been a challenge – just from exhaustion and a head ache (that is actually coming from my neck) that has steadily increased. I think I have reached my limit for this session so am bailing out. The limit seems to be mainly physiological – pretty much a desire to get out and meet some people…
Post script – on removing the suit I found that it was indeed fairly dry. Considering the time I had been in there I was surprised. Also, I had not developed any skin irritation or major redness from pressure points and the like. Just the odd temporary skin impression from seams you would get from wearing any tight clothes (like underwear). The only other thing I notices was my hands were very pale – but not at all wrinkled as they would be if wet.
So in these types of conditions (winter in a temperate zone), the real limits on the length of time you can wear rubber is going to be physiological and to some degree personal hygiene. Although rubber does not take on odor like normal materials (or emit it), there is going to be a personal limit on what state you want your body to be in.
The physiological aspects are difficult to pin down. They seem to be partly the isolating affects of TE. For example, going out to the restaurant is a not an attractive or practical possibility if you are 100% enclosed in latex for me. I guess this would be helped if you lived with other rubber centric people.
I think there are other things too – which I could characterize as more cultural or habitual associations. There are things you grow to take for granted in life, like the routine cycles of your day or things you day every week, which may be disrupted by wearing latex TE. I suspect these things could be overcome if the dedication to an entirely rubber life was total. But the question is, when you can have a life which could afford a generous amount of dedicated quality rubber time, would you really want a totally 100% rubber life if one was possible?
I for one am still not sure of the answer…
16:00 (24 hours)
Earlier in the afternoon, I decided I would only have to last to 1600 before I could leave and get on with other aspects of my life. I really felt I had probably had nothing more to gain in staying encased in rubber. I really wanted out so set myself the 24 hour target.
But now it’s here, I just don’t want to leave. It’s interesting how I have these occasional lows where I want to bail out. As long as they are not near a time where I would feel justified in getting out of the rubber (like at the end of the working day, before I go to bed, meal times etc) I seem to be able to deal with it by setting a target a few hours away.
My libido is back again and slowly taking over from my work. It’s nice having that drive there and trying to keep it off the boil, while I try to concentrate on my work.
I have not eaten or drunk anything since yesterday (it’s just not possible when sealed up, without breaking the “seal” so to speak). It’s interesting to note that I have only needed to relieve myself a couple of times and not at all in the last 8 hours. Things seem to be slowing down for my body.
The rubber suit is staying quite comfortable still. It seems that anything that may be uncomfortable will manifest itself in the first 8 to 10 hours It feels relatively dry in here, despite everything. So, I think I am good for a few hours yet I think.
20:00 (+28 Hours)
The last few hours has been a challenge – just from exhaustion and a head ache (that is actually coming from my neck) that has steadily increased. I think I have reached my limit for this session so am bailing out. The limit seems to be mainly physiological – pretty much a desire to get out and meet some people…
Post script – on removing the suit I found that it was indeed fairly dry. Considering the time I had been in there I was surprised. Also, I had not developed any skin irritation or major redness from pressure points and the like. Just the odd temporary skin impression from seams you would get from wearing any tight clothes (like underwear). The only other thing I notices was my hands were very pale – but not at all wrinkled as they would be if wet.
So in these types of conditions (winter in a temperate zone), the real limits on the length of time you can wear rubber is going to be physiological and to some degree personal hygiene. Although rubber does not take on odor like normal materials (or emit it), there is going to be a personal limit on what state you want your body to be in.
The physiological aspects are difficult to pin down. They seem to be partly the isolating affects of TE. For example, going out to the restaurant is a not an attractive or practical possibility if you are 100% enclosed in latex for me. I guess this would be helped if you lived with other rubber centric people.
I think there are other things too – which I could characterize as more cultural or habitual associations. There are things you grow to take for granted in life, like the routine cycles of your day or things you day every week, which may be disrupted by wearing latex TE. I suspect these things could be overcome if the dedication to an entirely rubber life was total. But the question is, when you can have a life which could afford a generous amount of dedicated quality rubber time, would you really want a totally 100% rubber life if one was possible?
I for one am still not sure of the answer…
Thursday, February 10, 2005
20:30 (+4:30) (Wednesday, February 09, 2005)
20:30
I gradually turned up the amount of re-breathing I was doing during the first few hours and reached a the maximum I felt that can be sustained for longer sessions at about 08:00. I love playing around with re-breathing masks & bags. Something I have been regularly practicing since childhood.
There are different styles to this sort of play. There is the frantic short sessions, right through to the longer sessions. I generally have a preference for long sessions with milder levels of re-breathing. The trick is to adjust things so that you are constantly forced to take deep breaths at an above average frequency, but let in enough fresh air into the system that your breath does not go out of control.
00:00 (+8:00)
I had a great evening of being fully encased and breath play. I had a powerful erection for hours. I particularly remember a 4 hour segment where I was constantly on the edge of orgasm. Holding back the ejaculation was very deliciously difficult – and it felt like a big disappointment to me when I finally failed to stem the flow, so early in my first evening (around 9 or 10pm). It felt like nothing would be quite the same in my rubber encapsulation for the rest of my time in my suit – but of course this feeling started to lift within the hour and, a couple of hours later, I felt so comfortable that you would have had to pay me to get out of here.
While “recovering”, I had time out from the bag play, but now it’s time to don another fun hood and go to bed. The hood is a black rubber, loose fitting, re-breathing hood. It has no eye holes and just a group of small holes around the mouth area to let some air in. A rubber belt secured it around the neck. All this went over my normal hood I have been wearing for 8 hours now.
The hood is fairly tame when worn as intended, but for more extreme breath play I often wear it so the air holes do not directly line up with my mouth. However, I intend to sleep in it so I am going to wear it lined up correctly. [Obviously breath play while asleep can be very dangerous and should only be attempted by experienced people, with supervision of another and with very mild levels of breath play. Don’t write in warning me – I already know the risks and have for many, many years now.]. Now mild as it is, I know from other attempts it will be plenty enough to try to sleep through. For me there is nothing better than the feeling I get of falling asleep or half waking with my respiratory system gently working away at making the most of the re-breathed air (for best effect, it needs to be just noticeable that it is having to work at it – not gasping).
Thursday 08:30 (+16:30)
Here I am starting work and I have already been in my suit for effectively 2 man days. I will tale the advice of Blackie and work out the points later…
I had a reasonable night, considering I was totally encased in rubber and wearing two hoods, the outer one being the re-breathing hood. The inner hood did cause me some problems as it pulls my lower jaw in slightly, which causes me some periodic breathing troubles as I fall asleep. The re-breather was plenty effective enough to keep my respiration rates up on normal. I countered this by forcing myself to stay awake till the small hours after a tough day, so that I would be ready to sleep heavily. This worked and I soon dropped off.
However, it was never going to be an uninterrupted sleep and several times and hour, my inner hood would win the elastic battle to bring my jaw in and would start restricting my breath – this was like a time-bomb attached to a snore. I would wake just enough to notice the “snore” and reposition my jaw or whole head to get free flow again. While this was happening, I would be aware of the effects of re-breathing – which was perversely delicious, although I could have done without the inner hood restricting my air flow.
Next time I will allow myself to take off the inner hood if I am going to wear the re-breathing hood to bed.
The erotic cycle of gagging, waking and finding myself in my rubber situation became more stimulating in the early morning. I found myself in a half awake state, working hard to breath and this dangerous erotic state became unbelievably stimulating. Eventually I could take no more and found myself writhing about uncontrollably and, as I came round, I erupted ferociously in my suit.
It was about 5am, so I decided to take off the outer hood as I had the feeling that I was so stimulated that I was ready to repeat the performance before day break and I needed at least some sleep.
Now I am up, I can report that I am quite comfortable in my suit. I am wearing goggles and filter mask over my hood, so totally sealed in and feeling ready for a day in latex. The only problems I have to report is that I have right ear is feeling the pressure of the hood and is a little painful sometimes. I hope this does not get worse as the day goes on.
I gradually turned up the amount of re-breathing I was doing during the first few hours and reached a the maximum I felt that can be sustained for longer sessions at about 08:00. I love playing around with re-breathing masks & bags. Something I have been regularly practicing since childhood.
There are different styles to this sort of play. There is the frantic short sessions, right through to the longer sessions. I generally have a preference for long sessions with milder levels of re-breathing. The trick is to adjust things so that you are constantly forced to take deep breaths at an above average frequency, but let in enough fresh air into the system that your breath does not go out of control.
00:00 (+8:00)
I had a great evening of being fully encased and breath play. I had a powerful erection for hours. I particularly remember a 4 hour segment where I was constantly on the edge of orgasm. Holding back the ejaculation was very deliciously difficult – and it felt like a big disappointment to me when I finally failed to stem the flow, so early in my first evening (around 9 or 10pm). It felt like nothing would be quite the same in my rubber encapsulation for the rest of my time in my suit – but of course this feeling started to lift within the hour and, a couple of hours later, I felt so comfortable that you would have had to pay me to get out of here.
While “recovering”, I had time out from the bag play, but now it’s time to don another fun hood and go to bed. The hood is a black rubber, loose fitting, re-breathing hood. It has no eye holes and just a group of small holes around the mouth area to let some air in. A rubber belt secured it around the neck. All this went over my normal hood I have been wearing for 8 hours now.
The hood is fairly tame when worn as intended, but for more extreme breath play I often wear it so the air holes do not directly line up with my mouth. However, I intend to sleep in it so I am going to wear it lined up correctly. [Obviously breath play while asleep can be very dangerous and should only be attempted by experienced people, with supervision of another and with very mild levels of breath play. Don’t write in warning me – I already know the risks and have for many, many years now.]. Now mild as it is, I know from other attempts it will be plenty enough to try to sleep through. For me there is nothing better than the feeling I get of falling asleep or half waking with my respiratory system gently working away at making the most of the re-breathed air (for best effect, it needs to be just noticeable that it is having to work at it – not gasping).
Thursday 08:30 (+16:30)
Here I am starting work and I have already been in my suit for effectively 2 man days. I will tale the advice of Blackie and work out the points later…
I had a reasonable night, considering I was totally encased in rubber and wearing two hoods, the outer one being the re-breathing hood. The inner hood did cause me some problems as it pulls my lower jaw in slightly, which causes me some periodic breathing troubles as I fall asleep. The re-breather was plenty effective enough to keep my respiration rates up on normal. I countered this by forcing myself to stay awake till the small hours after a tough day, so that I would be ready to sleep heavily. This worked and I soon dropped off.
However, it was never going to be an uninterrupted sleep and several times and hour, my inner hood would win the elastic battle to bring my jaw in and would start restricting my breath – this was like a time-bomb attached to a snore. I would wake just enough to notice the “snore” and reposition my jaw or whole head to get free flow again. While this was happening, I would be aware of the effects of re-breathing – which was perversely delicious, although I could have done without the inner hood restricting my air flow.
Next time I will allow myself to take off the inner hood if I am going to wear the re-breathing hood to bed.
The erotic cycle of gagging, waking and finding myself in my rubber situation became more stimulating in the early morning. I found myself in a half awake state, working hard to breath and this dangerous erotic state became unbelievably stimulating. Eventually I could take no more and found myself writhing about uncontrollably and, as I came round, I erupted ferociously in my suit.
It was about 5am, so I decided to take off the outer hood as I had the feeling that I was so stimulated that I was ready to repeat the performance before day break and I needed at least some sleep.
Now I am up, I can report that I am quite comfortable in my suit. I am wearing goggles and filter mask over my hood, so totally sealed in and feeling ready for a day in latex. The only problems I have to report is that I have right ear is feeling the pressure of the hood and is a little painful sometimes. I hope this does not get worse as the day goes on.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Wednesday, February 09, 2005 - a one off experiment.
16:00
People have been asking about my rubber life outside of the time I work in rubber, so here is a one off sampler.
It’s unusual for me to start a new entry at 16:00, but it looks like I have the opportunity to have an extended latex session that I thought people may be interested in. The time available to me could probably stretch into Friday and there is the likelihood that this may include a 24 hour + session or maybe a single long uninterrupted session. So here I am all kitted up, complete with hood, goggles and re-breath mask – so not an inch of me is exposed. There is so much time available for fetish activities, that I am already getting energized.
Now the interesting thing, that people may find difficult to understand, is that this may well not directly affect my points target for the week. In fact it may make things more difficult for me. You see the points targets and my blog entries centre on maximizing the time I spend during my working life in rubber. The way things stand, the time I spend at night just doesn’t count (other than the contiguous day bonus). This may seem a little odd – but when I set this blog up, I decided that I never had an issue spending my private life enjoying my fetish, but that my track record in spending the time I worked from home in rubber was a little patchy. So thus the points and blog.
However, now I am here, preparing for a longer session, I see there is some potential unfairness and possible conflict of interests. Spending a long time in rubber today and tomorrow, may make working in rubber tomorrow and Friday much more challenging. It could easily be more uncomfortable. I may well be less motivated. There could be more psychological challenge – either going stare crazy or maybe getting depressed though the loss of connection to people and the real world. These entries could well be my best contact with anyone or anything before the weekend.
Like I implied, now I am here, it seems unfortunate that I have not come up with a way of giving an incentive for not buckling from the meeting my work day targets when under the pressure of longer session outside of work. I’ll post this now, before I change my mind about combining the two objectives...
People have been asking about my rubber life outside of the time I work in rubber, so here is a one off sampler.
It’s unusual for me to start a new entry at 16:00, but it looks like I have the opportunity to have an extended latex session that I thought people may be interested in. The time available to me could probably stretch into Friday and there is the likelihood that this may include a 24 hour + session or maybe a single long uninterrupted session. So here I am all kitted up, complete with hood, goggles and re-breath mask – so not an inch of me is exposed. There is so much time available for fetish activities, that I am already getting energized.
Now the interesting thing, that people may find difficult to understand, is that this may well not directly affect my points target for the week. In fact it may make things more difficult for me. You see the points targets and my blog entries centre on maximizing the time I spend during my working life in rubber. The way things stand, the time I spend at night just doesn’t count (other than the contiguous day bonus). This may seem a little odd – but when I set this blog up, I decided that I never had an issue spending my private life enjoying my fetish, but that my track record in spending the time I worked from home in rubber was a little patchy. So thus the points and blog.
However, now I am here, preparing for a longer session, I see there is some potential unfairness and possible conflict of interests. Spending a long time in rubber today and tomorrow, may make working in rubber tomorrow and Friday much more challenging. It could easily be more uncomfortable. I may well be less motivated. There could be more psychological challenge – either going stare crazy or maybe getting depressed though the loss of connection to people and the real world. These entries could well be my best contact with anyone or anything before the weekend.
Like I implied, now I am here, it seems unfortunate that I have not come up with a way of giving an incentive for not buckling from the meeting my work day targets when under the pressure of longer session outside of work. I’ll post this now, before I change my mind about combining the two objectives...
Monday, February 07, 2005 - Start Of Week 4
Last weeks target was 2700, which I exceeded by 85 points over 4 days. This week I able to work from home 3 days max. That means that this week, I am aiming for
2743/4= 685.75
x 3 = 2058 points.
I just looked over the figures for the last 3 weeks and I got:
Week 1 2365 against target 1800, which is +31% (over 4 days)
Week 2 2625 against target 2500, which is +5% (over 4 days)
Week 3 2785 against target 2700, which is +3%(over 4 days)
Things seem to be converging, so I started wondering where my natural level might be. I think there may be a glass ceiling somewhere well before 3000 points in 4 days…
16:30 Finished for day.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*7.5=750
Goggles =10*0=0
mask 5*0=0
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=0
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 550
Week before today=0
Total for week so far= 550
Target=2058
Balance= -1508
2743/4= 685.75
x 3 = 2058 points.
I just looked over the figures for the last 3 weeks and I got:
Week 1 2365 against target 1800, which is +31% (over 4 days)
Week 2 2625 against target 2500, which is +5% (over 4 days)
Week 3 2785 against target 2700, which is +3%(over 4 days)
Things seem to be converging, so I started wondering where my natural level might be. I think there may be a glass ceiling somewhere well before 3000 points in 4 days…
16:30 Finished for day.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*7.5=750
Goggles =10*0=0
mask 5*0=0
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=0
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 550
Week before today=0
Total for week so far= 550
Target=2058
Balance= -1508
Friday, February 04, 2005
Friday, February 04, 2005 - end of week 3
09:00
Start with a balance of -440. This is with the contiguous day bonus that I get if I have spent 5 or more hours in latex within 24 hours of starting a given day that I will also spend 5 or more hours in latex. So with the bonus, I will have exceeded my target in 5 hours. If I don’t want to qualify for it I would have to get out of the suit sooner than the 5 hours – but then without the bonus I would not reach the target. A mini-catch-22 situation where I will either exceed the target quota or not meet it.
In reality, I will probably choose to exceed the target quota and have points in hand for the various demerits.
Just to make sure I bust the target I am again wearing total enclosure suit including hood, goggles and mask. Every millimeter of me is sealed up safe.
10:00
As an aside, I just remembered something from last night. I noticed for the first time how slightly strange and a little uncomfortable “normal” clothes are to wear. It was a mild feeling – one that I could easily ignore if I busied myself, but there it was. They were inflexible and either too baggy or to constricting. They were not comfortably smooth and even, but course which felt odd and slightly itchy.
I couldn’t help noticing that even though my “normal” clothes were only on for 6 or 7 hours, some of them were not totally fresh when I took them off. This just doesn’t seem to be the case with rubber. I wear my rubber for 8 plus hours from clean and they don’t seem develop a bad smell – even the hands and feet. I have come to the conclusion that “normal” clothes are just a bit unsanitary.
13:00
By my rough estimate, I could have reached my quota in the next half an hour or so. Will I be getting out of the suit then? I don’t think so. It’s just too wonderful a place to be on a Friday afternoon! We will see what happens, but I am inclined not worry about exceeding my quota and setting myself up for a difficult week next week. The way I have the points system play list set up, I am hoping it will regulate itself (and me!) over time.
15:00
So I am going out with a surplus of 85 points. I am surprised it was not more.
I got to do some real world things now. Going to miss the rubber for two days.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Goggles =10*5=50
mask 5*5=25
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 625
Week before today=2160
Total for week so far= 2785
Target=2700
Balance= +85
Start with a balance of -440. This is with the contiguous day bonus that I get if I have spent 5 or more hours in latex within 24 hours of starting a given day that I will also spend 5 or more hours in latex. So with the bonus, I will have exceeded my target in 5 hours. If I don’t want to qualify for it I would have to get out of the suit sooner than the 5 hours – but then without the bonus I would not reach the target. A mini-catch-22 situation where I will either exceed the target quota or not meet it.
In reality, I will probably choose to exceed the target quota and have points in hand for the various demerits.
Just to make sure I bust the target I am again wearing total enclosure suit including hood, goggles and mask. Every millimeter of me is sealed up safe.
10:00
As an aside, I just remembered something from last night. I noticed for the first time how slightly strange and a little uncomfortable “normal” clothes are to wear. It was a mild feeling – one that I could easily ignore if I busied myself, but there it was. They were inflexible and either too baggy or to constricting. They were not comfortably smooth and even, but course which felt odd and slightly itchy.
I couldn’t help noticing that even though my “normal” clothes were only on for 6 or 7 hours, some of them were not totally fresh when I took them off. This just doesn’t seem to be the case with rubber. I wear my rubber for 8 plus hours from clean and they don’t seem develop a bad smell – even the hands and feet. I have come to the conclusion that “normal” clothes are just a bit unsanitary.
13:00
By my rough estimate, I could have reached my quota in the next half an hour or so. Will I be getting out of the suit then? I don’t think so. It’s just too wonderful a place to be on a Friday afternoon! We will see what happens, but I am inclined not worry about exceeding my quota and setting myself up for a difficult week next week. The way I have the points system play list set up, I am hoping it will regulate itself (and me!) over time.
15:00
So I am going out with a surplus of 85 points. I am surprised it was not more.
I got to do some real world things now. Going to miss the rubber for two days.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Goggles =10*5=50
mask 5*5=25
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today= 625
Week before today=2160
Total for week so far= 2785
Target=2700
Balance= +85
Thursday, February 03, 2005 - Week 3
9:00
Much warmer in office today – the thermometer says 25C!– so maybe a sticky day ahead. The heating in this place has to be set the night before – so it’s never the right temperature… nightmare…
Got 1510 points to do before week is out – so must do at least 755 each day. In fact I would prefer to have some in hand as Fridays are often short days as I will need to go out to chores and socialize. So I am aiming for at least 800 today – which may not be possible if I have comfort breaks or enjoy myself too much…
At least I start the day with a 100 point bonus, as it is less than 24 hours since I was last in rubber.
12:00
One thing I have mentioned before is that I think you should earn more points for staying fully enclosed in rubber when the temperature is higher. This is because temperature is something that concerns me and, in fact, I don't really know what will happen in the summer, if things get really hot. I am not good in hot temperatures and suspect I am going to find it torture. I may have to make the best of being soaked when things warm up, but I always feel happier being just moist enough to "stick" to the rubber rather than feel like I am swimming about in my suit. I really wonder if I will be able to take it…
Anyway, I think I will need an incentive when thing hot up. So here is what I have in mind. Each degree centigrade (Celsius) above 26C will earn an extra 25 percent on top of the clothing points, per hour. So if it is 30C (very hot for a UK citizen and about 86F for those using the imperial measurement) and I am wearing all over suit with integral gloves and feet and an all over hood with just mouth/eye/nostril holes, I get 100*(1+(0.25*4))=200.
200 points and hour too much? I don’t really know how easy it would be to do a whole working day in rubber with pints of liquid in the suit, day after day – but suspect that I may not manage that at 30C – so maybe a half day bail out would be in order. There is plenty of time before spring and summer arrive – so what do you all think?
17:00
It’s time to peel my second skin away for another day. I managed the whole day with goggles and mask on – so not one millimeter of me was exposed. The goggles were probably the most uncomfortable thing to wear for long periods but expect that I will get used to them like everything else.
On weird thing today, is that I have not felt sexually aroused in the rubber, apart from a short period this morning when I felt mild stimulation. On the one hand this is very encouraging - rubber being more than a masterbastion device and more of a way of life. On the other hand, it’s king of spooky to not be trying desperately to keep myself under control. Is this just a natural off day for me (I have been burning the candle at both ends) or is this something more serious – rubber losing its special-ness through being worn more often than not? Plenty of people have hypothesized that this could occur and that rubber would no longer be a turn on. I still doubt it, and time will tell. I think that it was not that I didn’t feel special in the rubber (as I did), but that my between the legs physiology/libido was after a day off today…
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*8=800
Goggles =10*8=80
mask 5*8=40
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*0= -0
So far today= 970
Week before today=1190
Total for week so far= 2160
Target=2700
Balance= -540
Much warmer in office today – the thermometer says 25C!– so maybe a sticky day ahead. The heating in this place has to be set the night before – so it’s never the right temperature… nightmare…
Got 1510 points to do before week is out – so must do at least 755 each day. In fact I would prefer to have some in hand as Fridays are often short days as I will need to go out to chores and socialize. So I am aiming for at least 800 today – which may not be possible if I have comfort breaks or enjoy myself too much…
At least I start the day with a 100 point bonus, as it is less than 24 hours since I was last in rubber.
12:00
One thing I have mentioned before is that I think you should earn more points for staying fully enclosed in rubber when the temperature is higher. This is because temperature is something that concerns me and, in fact, I don't really know what will happen in the summer, if things get really hot. I am not good in hot temperatures and suspect I am going to find it torture. I may have to make the best of being soaked when things warm up, but I always feel happier being just moist enough to "stick" to the rubber rather than feel like I am swimming about in my suit. I really wonder if I will be able to take it…
Anyway, I think I will need an incentive when thing hot up. So here is what I have in mind. Each degree centigrade (Celsius) above 26C will earn an extra 25 percent on top of the clothing points, per hour. So if it is 30C (very hot for a UK citizen and about 86F for those using the imperial measurement) and I am wearing all over suit with integral gloves and feet and an all over hood with just mouth/eye/nostril holes, I get 100*(1+(0.25*4))=200.
200 points and hour too much? I don’t really know how easy it would be to do a whole working day in rubber with pints of liquid in the suit, day after day – but suspect that I may not manage that at 30C – so maybe a half day bail out would be in order. There is plenty of time before spring and summer arrive – so what do you all think?
17:00
It’s time to peel my second skin away for another day. I managed the whole day with goggles and mask on – so not one millimeter of me was exposed. The goggles were probably the most uncomfortable thing to wear for long periods but expect that I will get used to them like everything else.
On weird thing today, is that I have not felt sexually aroused in the rubber, apart from a short period this morning when I felt mild stimulation. On the one hand this is very encouraging - rubber being more than a masterbastion device and more of a way of life. On the other hand, it’s king of spooky to not be trying desperately to keep myself under control. Is this just a natural off day for me (I have been burning the candle at both ends) or is this something more serious – rubber losing its special-ness through being worn more often than not? Plenty of people have hypothesized that this could occur and that rubber would no longer be a turn on. I still doubt it, and time will tell. I think that it was not that I didn’t feel special in the rubber (as I did), but that my between the legs physiology/libido was after a day off today…
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*8=800
Goggles =10*8=80
mask 5*8=40
re-breather 25*0=0
Temp Bonus (above*(1+(0.25*0))=0
Contig. Day Bonus=100
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*0= -0
So far today= 970
Week before today=1190
Total for week so far= 2160
Target=2700
Balance= -540
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
9:00
Good start. Temp low so should be a easy day in rubber… This is crunch week, so got stacks of work to get through. Good news is that I have more than enough work to keep me busy at my home office for rest of this week. Working in rubber is great…
12:00
CBreak
13:00
Going well. To busy to be distracted by my rubbery world much…
As I mention previously I think you should get more point the more you “sealed” you are from the outside world. So today I have been wearing goggle and filter mask – so every inch of my body is covered or has not direct contact with “outside”. True, a small area around my eyes is not totally covered by latex – but on the other hand, neither is it touching anything outside my suit – including unfiltered air… I will undoubtedly work on this, but for now I am awarding myself an extra 10 points per hour wearing the goggles and 5 points for the mask. If I wear a re-breather, then I think this ups the anti to 25 points and hour for the re-breather mask.
You may feel this too generous (feel free to comment) – but try imagine being this enclosed every day and still being able to function. Also bear in mind the idea is to provide an incentive to stay sealed up as much as much as possible, for as much of my working life as possible.
15:00
CB & took off my goggles and mask to make some calls. At the moment, they are very difficult to get used to wearing for longer periods. Some adjustment was needed to stop them digging in over time.
17:00
Really good productive work day in rubber. Although no real quality rubber time for any fun today, my rubbery persona still felt obliged to reward my weak mortal body with the sexual release it so needed. With the work pressures against the instinctive base drives, it seemed an almost mechanical process today – almost if I was an outside observer, watching man and rubber joining. Weird.
On this occasion I did allow myself to get out of the rubber suit not too long after the act – which now felt a bit like a betrayal. I think I will try not to do this in future as it sets a bad president.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*8=800
Goggles =10*6=60
mask 5*6=30
re-breather 25*0=0
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today=690
Week before today=500
Total for week so far= 1190
Target=2700
Balance=- 1510
Good start. Temp low so should be a easy day in rubber… This is crunch week, so got stacks of work to get through. Good news is that I have more than enough work to keep me busy at my home office for rest of this week. Working in rubber is great…
12:00
CBreak
13:00
Going well. To busy to be distracted by my rubbery world much…
As I mention previously I think you should get more point the more you “sealed” you are from the outside world. So today I have been wearing goggle and filter mask – so every inch of my body is covered or has not direct contact with “outside”. True, a small area around my eyes is not totally covered by latex – but on the other hand, neither is it touching anything outside my suit – including unfiltered air… I will undoubtedly work on this, but for now I am awarding myself an extra 10 points per hour wearing the goggles and 5 points for the mask. If I wear a re-breather, then I think this ups the anti to 25 points and hour for the re-breather mask.
You may feel this too generous (feel free to comment) – but try imagine being this enclosed every day and still being able to function. Also bear in mind the idea is to provide an incentive to stay sealed up as much as much as possible, for as much of my working life as possible.
15:00
CB & took off my goggles and mask to make some calls. At the moment, they are very difficult to get used to wearing for longer periods. Some adjustment was needed to stop them digging in over time.
17:00
Really good productive work day in rubber. Although no real quality rubber time for any fun today, my rubbery persona still felt obliged to reward my weak mortal body with the sexual release it so needed. With the work pressures against the instinctive base drives, it seemed an almost mechanical process today – almost if I was an outside observer, watching man and rubber joining. Weird.
On this occasion I did allow myself to get out of the rubber suit not too long after the act – which now felt a bit like a betrayal. I think I will try not to do this in future as it sets a bad president.
Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*8=800
Goggles =10*6=60
mask 5*6=30
re-breather 25*0=0
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today=690
Week before today=500
Total for week so far= 1190
Target=2700
Balance=- 1510
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