Monday, January 31, 2005

Monday, January 31, 2005 – Start of week 3

09:00

Back in rubber on a cool 24C day. Perfect. Felt slightly odd/exciting for first half hour as I have been out since Friday. This very soon passed and now I just feel comfortable, safe and just a bit special!

This Weeks Target = 2700

I expect to work from home for 4 days this week (with, say a 10% chance that it may be only be 3 days). Last week I made the 2500 target over 4 days, with a surplus of 125. Now the way it works in this situation is that I add half the surplus on to get 2563. Because there are the same expected days this week available for rubbery activity, no further adjustments needed. However, I am allowed to adjust up to challenge myself, so have decided that 2700 would be a good target. This may seem a bit of a jump, particularly given how challenging it seemed to me to achieve last week, but this week I am hoping to benefit from the adjacent day bonus. That’s worth 100 points for a day where at the start of that day, you had previously spent at least 5 hours in latex within the previous 24.

11:30 (comfort break).

12:00

Been reviewing things and consider that I am starting to find things that little too comfortable and normal. Wearing rubber should not be anything like putting on a pair of comfortable carpet slipper. So I need an incentive to be that little bit more adventurous. So, I think that more points should be earned if eyes and mouth sealed up. Also, there has been very little mention of bag play / re-breathers since I started this experiment. This strikes me as very untypical of my fetish life.

Of course, the challenge will be doing it so that I can still work... So the first step was to put on large ski goggles. Next I re-breathing kit to the mouth of my rubber hood. Every time I breathe in or out the air is only passing to or from the bag to my mouth - so it becomes essential to balance this with breathing in through my nose – which is mainly getting clean air. This experiment should give me some information on how these things can be added to the play list.

1330 All this bag play has given things a bit of an edge and I am getting over excited. Every breath of stale air is a turn of from me. Being so completely sealed in is also a turn on for me…

1430
I took my hood off because I was expecting to be making and receiving phone calls and wanted to feel confident when speaking. However, after a short period it started to feel strange – and quite distracting – so I had to put it back on again! This was a very strange experience. I think that if I really had a good reason to not wear the hood I would have managed it, but I felt cold and uncomfortable without it and just felt I needed to be back inside it. It’s not that it’s a particularly comfortable hood – being heavily made with very thick rubber and lots of overlapping strengthening patches and seams. But it now seems to be totally correct to be in rubber when at work…

I will just have to work around the phone and remove my hood only if I get into trouble hearing or speaking.

15:00 EJ1 & C.Break2

16:00 Time to be out of rubber and out of here…

Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*7=700
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today=500
Week before today=0
Target=2700
Total for week so far= 700
Balance=-2000

Friday, January 28, 2005

Friday, January 28, 2005 (End Of Week2)

9:30

A bit later getting into rubber today. Was up till 2AM fixing the computer again. Some sort of interaction between Norton Internet Security and Cisco VPN client. Anyway, although have been up since 7, I have been waiting for my body to catch up before sealing it away for the day.

I only have 275 pointz left to get this week and am very happy that I will probably make it. The 22 hours I have spent totally encased in rubber so far this week, might not sound that impressive, but I found it fairly challenging to fit into roughly 2.5 work days. That works out at nearly 9 hours per work day – which I think is possible close to my limit, given my other real-world commitments. Of course I have nobody to judge against, except Latex Lady at http://latexlifestyle.blogspot.com/, who has spent weeks in latex 24/7 – and so is just in a different league. I would love to here from anyone who is recording how long they are spending in rubber, while having a non-rubber life on the side. Maybe there really are so few of us – but I find that hard to believe.

10:00 Wearing latex on consecutive days (3rd day today) really does make a difference for me. It is far easier to get through the first few hours in all respect. It’s easier to control my sex drive (although still erect) and the temperature control thing is much easier. It’s 23C and I feel a bit cold. In fact I have been feeling cooler than expected since yesterday morning. I think my body used to get over stimulated in the past and consequently over-reacted by speeding up it’s metabolism. Maybe I am so used to it, my body has adjusted to this as the normal thing to be happening to it at this time of day.

I wonder if in weeks to come the rubber will lose it’s special feel to me and become so normal that it is no longer erotic to me. I am hoping that the erotic nature of rubber is more than the novelty of feeling something very different against your skin. But we will see…

12:00

Things going well so far today. In theory, I could be out of the suit in half an hour meeting the weekly target. However, that does no take into account the fact I may well want to stay in here a bit longer – which I do. Got to be careful here, as I am going to start basing my new weekly targets on how much I exceed the previous week’s totals. I have written up the details of how this would work, but rather than put a very long description here, which is only provisional, I will summarize the basic concept:

Exceeding the target: a proportion of the excess will be added to the week’s target as the basis of next week’s target. (There is also some scaling necessary for short weeks.)

Missing the target: There has to be some consequences – while recognizing that my opportunity for staying in rubber is, unfortunately, not limitless. So basically I carry forward any shortfall – with interest! However I also slightly reduce the target by a percentage of the shortfall.

Now you may think that this may not sound like enough of an incentive to meet the target but that’s not really the point. I am going to have to publish my failure to my rubber peers – which is the real punishment. Also I am not going to want to continually run a deficit, as there is interest to pay

I suspect the details will unfold as each eventuality arises. What do you think? Fair? Any constructive suggestions welcome.

12:45

Now I am ahead of the target, I can spend some hard earned pointz – this time on a comfort break.

14:00

It’s been a very pleasant and productive day. Conditions were good in the suit and I felt very comfortable, working away hard at the computer. Absolutely no problem with over active libido today, with just a cycle of semi-erections every now and again, occasionally getting just pleasantly distracting. Could have easily gone the day with a totally dry suit, however…

Friday can be fun, because you get to earn extra point and reward yourself. In fact there is a bit of an incentive to spend. If you have met your target and want to spend just a little longer in your suite, you run the risk of setting yourself up for an impossible week the following week. So, despite the fact that I am in no big need, it is time to have some fun with a 100 point purchase.

15:00 Time to leave the suit. On the whole, a good week!

Totals so far:
Suit & Hood = 100*5.5=550
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
Bodily waste in suite: 50*0=0
So far today=400
Week before today=2225
Target=2500
Total for week so far= 2625
Balance=+125
Sealed

Thursday, January 27, 2005 (of Week 2)

12:00

Your going to have to take it from me that I have been in rubber since about 9AM – as I was not able to make a log entry due to computer trouble. Usual boring conspiracy of incompetence by Microsoft (IE6) and Norton (IS2005) had me spend a whole morning cleaning up the mess that was my “blue screen”.

Now I have that out of the way, back to rubber… Looking at my running totals for the week so far, I can see I am far from home and dry yet. Doing 2500 points sounds easy until you actually try it. Just finding time to do the 16.5 hours of latex during business hours so far this week was tricky – when you have non-rubber personal commitments. I reckon that at a minimum I am going to have to do two more days in rubber – but luckily it looks like tomorrow I will be working from home in rubber again. Things would be a lot easier if the new contiguous day rule applied yet – but that does not come in till next week and the target will probably be increased by then!

Totals so far
Suit & Hood = 100*3=300
Comfort Breaks=-50*0= 0
Ejaculation= - 100*0= -0
So far today=300
Week before today=1200
Target=2500
Total for week so far= 1500
Points needed=1000

If, for example, I have 2 comfort breaks and 1 ejaculation per day, I would actually need 1400 points so would need to stay in TE for another 14 hours, say 5 hours today and 9 tomorrow. Now I am sure that would be perfectly comfortable, but I just don’t know if I can find that kind of time to dedicate to work or rubber at this point. The only way I think I am sure to make the target is to lose some/all of the comfort breaks and not go mad on the joy stick (masturbation)….

13:30

Now I have been lucky so far today as neither has been an issue. It was a subtle change in my state of mind that got me though the first few hours without too much distraction from my penis. I think this was helped by the fact that it was less than 24 hours since I had last been in latex – so the impact of the transition into rubber had been lessened. Also keeping off popper this morning meant I was more focused and so kept control better.

As for comfort breaks, I have previously posted the I think that poppers may be a diuretic and so far I have not had to go today – so maybe there is something in it. I have also been coming off caffeine drinks which I believe also make you sweat and piss more. Normally I need to go at about 11 to 11:30 and I am only now starting to want to go. When I do have to go, I think I will not be able to afford to do it the dry way…

So it looks like coming off the poppers has helped and maybe I no longer need them to ease me into my rubber day. Watch this space to see if this turns out to be true.

14:00

I had to urinate – but had insufficient points to take a comfort break. Still at least I earn an extra 50 pointz an hour for my discomfort. I will have to find a better solution in the long term. It’s s really nice feeling that I don’t have to get out of the suite to urinate, but all this liquid negates what little lubrication there is in here and, although I am fairly well used to it, is bound to cause chafing and skin issues if have it to do all day, every day.

14:45

It’s strange how something so unpleasant as urine can affect you. All that gushing warm liquid in the groin area ended up giving me the erection from hell (or heaven depending on your perspective). Not something I am particularly drawn to, pissing in my suite – it’s just a necessity. But somehow it’s very kinky. Needless to say it was too tempting and I ended up squelching away like mad. I don’t think the extra liquid will make much odds in here, but suspect I will be a little raw by the end of the day. I am down 100 pointz on the deal, but suspect I can last today without a repeat performance.

Strangely, the impulse to get out of the suite was not too difficult to handle today. Even though I felt far from comfortable in here, straight after the act. Having a challenging target just seems to concentrate the mind, such that getting out of the suit no longer registers as a real option. I just curl up and have a quick power-nap until everything feels better again.


17:30

Well it’s not really idea in here but I better get out as I have places to be, people to see… Not a bad pointz recovery, these are my day end reckonings:

Totals so far
Suit & Hood = 100*8.5=850
Comfort Breaks=-50*0= 0
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
Bodily waste in suite: 50*3.5=175
So far today=1025
Week before today=1200
Target=2500
Total for week so far=2225
Points needed=275

Sealed

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

My perfect rubber suite...

A special extra post today, to try to make up for the mere 5 hours I spent in TE today. I hope this stimulates some comments…

My perfect rubber suite.

Wearing my current latex outfit(s) for longer periods, more regularly, has given me a new insight into the shortcomings of suits that were perfectly adequate for long sex sessions. I thought it was time to start to catalogue these issues and so start the process of defining “my perfect suit”.

My idea of perfection will probably be different from other’s, as you have to start off with the wearers personal objectives before getting on to practical issues. However I suspect there will be probably be significant overlap between my ideas and other peoples, so let see.

As you will have seen by my Pointz Play List, the target is to be as totally enclosed as possible for as many days of the working week as I can manage, for my entire work day – ideally without ever getting out until the end of the session. So I want to be as totally well sealed as possible / practical - maximum coverage being the obvious aim.

Where possible that would mean air/liquid tight. I don’t want to be leaving a trail of liquid behind and I don’t want to feel the air (or anything else) from “outside” on my skin. Now there has to be some compromises here as I have to be able to work effectively at my computer / phone and I have to be able to breath. Although completely at odds with my general aims, I can just about rationalize these two compromises, as they are the key to allowing me to continue with the experiment!

So, I am ready to start on defining some of the characteristics a suit would have to be considered ideal for my purposes:

1 Close fitting

2 Durable (I will wear it most days)

3 Comfortable (& stimulating)

4 So possibly custom made.

5 Minimal zippers – Each zip will only be as big as it’s function requires. I specifically don’t want one long zipper from crotch, round back to top of head. Long zippers ruin the suit’s ability to stretch properly, they rub, cause wear and they leak.

6 Look sleek

7 Fairly easy to get into / out of

8 Lockable – I may want to lock myself in…

9 Have attached hands & feet

10 Have permanently attached hood – but only if it can meet my hood working requirements detailed below, otherwise I would have to have a separate or detachable hood, which would have to meet another set of requirements, also below

11 The perfect hood (or mask) would
o Be as totally encasing as possible.
o Allowing me to use the computer, so I would need to be able to see clearly most of the time (detachable lenses or blindfold a bonus).
o Be comfortable for longer periods.
o Have some way to let me confidently talk on the telephone, so

12 Allow me to hear clearly some of the time (detachable sound insulation bits would be bonus).

13 Talk clearly as required (optional gag would be a luxury bonus).
o Ideally it could be plumbed up to a mild or controller re-breather apparatus when talking not required. Perhaps via a detachable face mask over mouth?

14 Any separate/detachable hoods would have:
o Be fairly quick to remove to take phone calls.
o Have sufficient overlap or be joined in some way that meant no join gap between hood and rest of suit would be visible. Ideally this joint should be fairly air/water resistant.

15 Suit would have facilities to allow for bodily functions, with minimal exposure to “outside” air or other non-rubber contact.
o As a minimum, it would have facilities for urinating without exposing penis to outside air. In this respect, I would consider flushing pant or external catheter or other pumped and electro mechanical solutions…
o If liquid waste is collected, then capacity for 2 or 3 typical water passing session would probably be sufficient, as long as it could be emptied
o If possible, solid waste facilities with minimum exposure to outside. Not a hard and fast requirement this, as I would typically spend enough time out of the suite to sort this type of thing out – but it would be a major bonus and afford an increase in flexibility into my schedule!

16 I do not require the ability to eat while wearing the suit, but some system for the occasional drink would be good.

17 Would consider a daily work outfit that was comprised of more than one layer – e.g. a thin layer plus a thicker layer over the top, if this helps meet all the requirements.

This is not necessarily the definitive list, but a good first stab to get people thinking about it. Any comments on the requirements or a suite that may meet these would be welcome. I suspect I may be saying more about this in future posts. Once we have this TE suit sorted out, I am going to want to talk about suits to wear under street clothes – but that’s later….

Sealed

Wednesday, January 26, 2005 (Week 2)

0900

Already and all in rubber. Yesterday just didn’t happen as I had planned as I had a sick “patient” to look after, so it was their turn to be wrapped up snug and tight... Today we are back in business and looking forward to putting a serious dent in my weekly target. Its 22C in the office this morning, which I find a comfortable temperature for total enclosure in my medium thickness latex.

I am expecting one phone call today, and am intending to try to take without removing my hood.

So here I am, fully rubbered up, head to foot and what I am going to do next? Well work of course! Well in reality I am going to TRY to work, while not forgetting to enjoy the latex enclosure along the way. Oh, and there are the latex forums to distract me…

11:00 Really struggling this morning. My arousal level are soo hard to control. My work is suffering and I don’t know how long I will be able to last before I loose what control I have. I eventually try to take poppers, but they seem to make things worse this time.

11:30 Needless to say that well before the half hour was out, so was my semen! Now I am in need for a comfort break so I am down 150 points in 30 mins. I hope for better luck tomorrow, but in the meantime I have the rest of the day to deal with.

12:00 I have had some further thoughts about the play list and think that there should be some sort of recognition of the merits of spending as many contiguous days in rubber as possible. This is to get round the fact that spending two or three long days spread evenly through the week could earn as much as a 4 or 5 solid blocks of days of standard length. Given that I am aiming to encourage myself towards the goal of a more latex oriented working life style, this would seems a sensible way to go. Rather than any demerit for spending a day out of rubber, I think it will work by adding 100 points at the start of a day you are going to spend in rubber, if I have previously spend at least 5 hours in latex in last 24. I aim to start this regime next week and would welcome comment as to the fairness of such a scheme.

14:00 Following my phone call (which was OK in hood – but glad I did not have a lot of talking to do), I had to bring things to a close earlier than expected today. I am not one for shocking people I ask round for meetings so I reluctantly had peel myself out of the suit.

As expected, it was fairly dry in there as the temperature was kind and I had not needed to do any heavy work. I reckon I would have been comfortable in there for a long time.

Totals so far
Suit & Hood = 100*5=500
Comfort Breaks=-50*1= -50
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -100
So far today=350
Week before today=850
Target=2500
Total for week so far= 1200
Points needed=1300

Monday, January 24, 2005

Week 2 - Monday, January 24, 2005

09:00

Back to work, so back in rubber! What a lifestyle. While most people are getting into there work clothes & traveling to work, I am here squeezing into my work cat suit and hood. I have been lucky enough to have had this sort of home working / latex wearing working pattern for years in a add-hoc way, but only in last weeks have I formalize it in such a way as to set goals as to the amount of time I spend in rubber. The eventual aim may be to set rules as to when I have to wear rubber, but for the moment I am enjoying the process of using the Pointz system, during my working time, as a mechanism for spending more and more time in rubber, acclimatizing to it as I go. I want to get away from the idea of rubber as being something I get a quick fix of, and progress towards achieving the fantasy of being essentially a rubber creature, sealed in my own latex world most of the time…

This weeks target=2500. I know, considering last weeks achievements, this is not an ambitious target to some, particularly seeing as I may be working from home at least 3 days this week, but the point is that each week I want to make it a little harder and yet achievable. So going for an extra 700 pointz (which is an extra 7 hours in total enclosure) would seem sensible.

One of the motivating reasons for writing this blog, was the fact that I can find very few accounts of other people going for a total latex lifestyle. The obvious exception being the “Diary of a Latex Lady” at http://latexlifestyle.blogspot.com/, which is essential reading and an inspiration for anyone attempting a latex lifestyle. I found the scarcity of such accounts very unusual since I believe that this most be a common fantasy (looking at the fetish fiction pages) and today, more of us than ever must be have the opportunity to work from a home office. So either fellow rubber home workers are out there and keeping quite, or there are no others attempting to work enclosed in rubber. Either way, it seems to be a good reason for this account. If there are any fellow rubber workers out there – this is an invitation for you to let yourselves be known and comment please! We could all benefit from each others experiences.

Temp in office 22C (72F ?)– so I am hoping for a comfortable day in rubber.

11:30

Today I am wearing the same all over suite and hood as normal, but varying the additional gloves and socks I wear with the suits own built-in feet and hands. I have been wearing these additional layers partly to protect the suit from becoming worn through (as it is worn most days) and partly to provide a snug fit – particularly on the hands. The down side has been that what works and is snug for a few hours fun – can be uncomfortable after 8 hours. I don’t want to be wearing lose latex next to my skin, so the balancing act between close fitting and losing circulation is quite critical.

So today, I am only wearing one extra layer on the outside of my suite – thick latex socks to protect the soles of the suit’s feet and medium thick gloves to make the suits fingers suitable for typing. I am not wearing the flushing pants today (which seemed to be not really compatible with this neck entry suit last Friday), so there is nothing between the suit and my skin. I have to say that this feels better from my perspective, the only slight worry being any wear and tear I place on the suite from the inside… The feet, groin and hands are often where mechanical strains are felt and also where bodily emissions can be concentrated – thus, I normally protect them from both inside and out. But I have had to balance this with the fact I am steadily losing circulation in these areas when so encased and I am wearing this stuff for so long and so often.

12:00

Is it just me, or do others spend time thinking of our suits like you would a companion? Particularly for those aiming for a latex life style. You know, caring for it and protecting it, so it will look after you for as for as long as it’s able to, in return. I want to use it, but not abuse it. I want to adapt my body to it’s latex character…

Again, is it me or do others who want to spend a long time in latex spend a good part of that time trying to NOT get too turned on, trying not to masturbate and above all, to not climax? Well I do. That’s partly because of the way my Pointz play-list is structured with ejaculation costing me 100 Pointz. That’s pertly because I have to be able to get work done while wearing latex – not just masturbate all day! Also, I think it’s easier to stay wearing latex for a long time if you are not swimming in your own juices for the entire time. Also, there is a fairly well documented post-coital tendency for latex fetishist to instinctively want to rip off tight fitting latex. So in summary, less climaxes may mean more rubber for me!

Anyway, keeping things under control seems to be one of the Everests for people (men in particular?) wanting to spend all day in rubber. On this score, I think I am still at base camp! The mornings seem to be the worst part for me. I literally spend half the day finding it unusual and a great turn on to be in latex and the other half the day just being comfortable and happy in latex. The only way I make it through the morning is through tricks, luck and, when things get bad, Poppers.

12:30

Today I am going for a “dry” solution to urination, which will cost me 50 pointz and that time has come…

16:30

The temperature in the office is now up to 24C (75F) but that still very comfortable for me. Conditions in the suit are good and almost as dry as when I got in here this morning. I feel fairly comfortable with just a little numbness in my thumbs and the big toe of my right foot. The exact fit of these close fitting items is really critical after 7 or 8 hours. No problem with the hood today either – feels much better than on Friday afternoon for some reason. The only fly in the ointment is that I need a second comfort break…

17:00

I managed to do some good work today, but got a little distracted with posting to some fetish forums, including this one. This morning was hell trying to work with a massive erection and I only made it through by the usual cheat. This afternoon was much easier and it is only now that I stand any risk of ejaculating…

17:30

Time to finish for today. I was so impressed I made it through today without ejaculation; I gave myself a discretionary one anyway! This should set me up well for tomorrow…

Suit & Hood = 100*8.5=850
Comfort Breaks=-50*2= -100
Ejaculation= - 100*1= -110
So far today=650
Week before today=0
Total for week so far= 850

That's about on target 4 week.

Sealed

Friday, January 21, 2005

Friday, January 21, 2005

09:30 Back in latex at last! What a relief. You know the way that u sometimes feel a great relief from having completed a latex sex session and u r taking off all that restrictive rubber? Well it’s getting a bit like that now when I get BACK into my “latex prison” (TE Catsuit) after a day or two being without latex. I wonder if there will be a time when I write about the pointz systems I have had to come up with in order help me stay OUT of latex for hours or even days…

Today I am wearing the usual TE hood / suit combo as described previously, only this time I am wearing flushing pants underneath. The aim here is obviously to stay totally encased in rubber 4 as long as I can while working, using the flushing pants to allow for urination without needing 4 any area of skin exposed.

I don’t have much faith in this solution however… The problem is that the latex suit is neck entry and the tubing for the pants has to exit at head height. Obviously gravity is not on my side here! Only time will tell.

Why neck entry suit u ask? Well I have had all sorts of other types and they all have their pros and cons. I find that the less zip the better – particularly round the bum and groin. They leak and this is the antithesis of my aim - which is to be sealed in! They always eventually fail as they are not stretchy and put a strain on the back / arse area of a latex suit. A neck entry suit is much more comfortable to around the groin area and is totally water/fluid tight, until the moisture reaches drowning level! Of course, the down side is that it’s a big deal when you need to urinate or defecate! One option is to hook up the flushing pants to a collector bag that is inside the leg of the suit – but the suit is fairly skin tight and so I don’t know if the bag would be able to take the volume in such confinement. Any advice welcome…

11:.00 Well I just tried the flushing pants out and can report more success than I expected! It was not exactly neat or dignified, but I was able to urinate while leaning over the side of the bath. My back legs were straight and my head & arms were resting on the far side of the bath and – hey presto – the tube at head level gushed forth. When it finished, I was able pump out the last remaining fluid. Then I sent a small amount of air down the tube, which gently inflated the sheath and when I let the pressure go, a few more drops were pushed out. Repeat a couple of times – just like shaking it!

Result! There didn’t seem to be any leakage from the sheath into the pant or suit, but I will only find out 4 sure later, when I emerge from the latex. This is no long term solution – but more a proof of concept. To replace the gravity, I imagine that a small electric pump will do the work.


11:30 What? Again!?! Just in the middle of some tricky work and start to get the feeling my bladder was full again. At 1st I thought that the poppers were a diuretic, but There is not much fluid this time, so think it must be that it is because the pants are (necessarily) tight and constricting my bladder. Things were a little messier this time, so I may be in for some retrospective points.

12:30 Gloves a little tight again. I though that the small smear of lube might have helped. Used liquid silicon lubricant designed for lubricating rubber o-joints in plumbing. Quite sticky stuff – will probably report back on how it did over the day later.

12:45 Yet more bladder emptying gymnastics…Not much success in staying clean inside suit.

15:30 Took off hood to allow to make phone conferences I am involved in easier. So running totals:
Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Ejaculation = -100*2
Waste In Suite=50*4=200
So far today=600
Week before today=1765
Total for week so far= 2365!!!

Shortly after I gradually took everything else off. I had not ended up as comfortable in my suite today, as I had on Tuesday. The heating had gone mad, so it was just a shade warmer at 25C (approx 76F?) than earlier in the week – so maybe that had something to do with it. Also, I tried out silicon on suite – and I am not yet convinced it is a good as a nearly dry suite, with just a tiny amount of talk (like on Tuesday) – despite what everyone says. I constantly felt like I was stuck to suit with something with a warm and slightly sticky feel. For me, that is not what latex feels like… I want to feel the material – not the goo. Maybe I wasn’t happy with the toilet arrangements…. Maybe it was just because I was tired and not totally in the mood. I did enjoyed my time, but more as a long masturbation session interspersed with some work, than a lifestyle thing – hard to explain, but there is a difference for me.

Well anyway, I met and smashed my first week target of 1800 pointz, so, the question is, what target should I set for next time?

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Tuesday, January 18, 2005 - Day 2

09:00 Here we go again. All fully suited up, as yesterday, with full enclosure suite & hood. Objectives today are to become more comfortable and used to wearing the suit while working. I want it to feel a little more normal in the suite and so am aiming to wear it for longer today than yesterday - even though I am well on my way (1025 pointz) to earning my weekly points goal of 1800. If I can do it with less reliance on poppers then all the better.

I have decided to allow myself to take suite off for urinating, until I work out a way of plumbing myself up – but this will cost 50 pointz every time I go. Yesterday, I was just pissing in my suite and although this in itself was not a problem, the volume of urine in the suite was getting to be a problem – putting a strain on the suite and risking the possibility of leaking out of the neck! Just to remind you, the suit is neck entry (so does not have zips that can leak at the groin) – so to urinate without filling the suit I am going to effectively have to take off the top 2 thirds of the suit. Given I am interested in total latex enclosure endurance, I decided this has got to cost me 50 pointz as it will allow the air onto the inside of the suit and onto my skin, even if only for a few minutes. I am hoping that a side effect of this regime is and incentive to develop better bladder control in the longer term!

I did feel some short term effects from my adventures yesterday – the most obvious being from the effects of so much popper use. My skin was unaffected – I don’t tend to have problems wearing latex and have building up to wearing latex for longer periods over the years. The only “casualty” is that my penis is a little raw today…

Still, as soon as I get in my rubber enclosure, I start to get an erection. Eventually this becomes too distracting. I use just the smallest sniff of poppers to calm me down a bit.

10:45 I am already getting the early signs that I want to urinate – but I am going to have to hold out or lose most of the “Pointz” I have build up so far today!

11:00 As an experiment today, I have used minimal lubrication inside the suit – just a tiny amount of talk in the most restricted areas – just barely enough to get into the suit really. The result of this is the suite feels very much more rubbery to the skin than yesterday. I think this may be more true to the concept of latex endurance and latex lifestyle. On the one hand this feels great from a latex fetish perspective. On the other it feels much tighter and restrictive and so is less comfortable over longer periods. Today is going to be much dryer than yesterday, particularly as the temperatures are low enough for perspiration to be avoided. In future I think I will try using J-Lube for a wet and slimy session, but for now I think I feel about at to my rubber as is possible!

11:30 Toilet break so lose 50 pointz, which makes:
Suit & Hood = 100*2.5=250
Comfort break = -50
Total so far=200

13:00 Managed to do some work today. Not saying that it has been easy working in rubber – but doing better than yesterday. One problem has been a slight loss of circulation at my finger tips when sitting at the PC for long periods. Gloves a bit tight – but soon goes away when I walk about a bit. As for concentration – the rubber is a bit distracting and often competes with my work to be centre of my attention. As my work involves a lot of concentrating on a single detail for long periods, any distraction will affect my work. I am going to have to come up with way to balance both – maybe treating my rubber situation as something I can only think about during some designated rest periods – similar to coffee breaks, or more like smoke breaks for those who are addicted to tobacco – which I am not – but I am starting to see a similarity to being addicted to latex!

14:00 Running total for week so far=1475. So to meet my target that’s about another 4 hours in suit and mask this week assuming no comfort breaks or ejaculations. Doesn’t sound bad except that it’s possible I may not get another whole day this week to work from home. So I am going to have to do my best today…

As for how it feels so far… Well, not too bad. The rubber feels very much stuck to my skin for about 90% of my surface area. This is because I am in basically un-lubricated, un-talked rubber and, because I am not too hot, there is only the smallest amount of body moisture in the suite. The slight moisture is just enough to keep me glued to my rubber, with no chance the rubber will slide over my body – like it would with talk or lube in here with me. So it very much feels like a second skin – particularly when I move about in it. The latex tightening up as it stretches with my skin as I bend my limbs etc.

I find this a big turn on and it’s not to long before I find myself wriggling out of control. It’s too late and no amount of popper can save me from the enviable ejaculation.

15:00 Had comfort break and removed hood as I need to make some phone calls and it is just a little too inhibiting.

17:00 Feet (toes) starting to feel excessive pressure of the three layers of tight latex on them. Fingers a bit squished to. Worst of all, penis is raw from rubbing the damp latex yesterday. And yet – I really miss the mask/hood I wore till 15:00. Head & neck feel odd – it’s a bit “drafty” without the hood.

18:00 Managed to do some good work this afternoon. Seem to have been able to get the balance right – working well and feeling really good in my latex suite. Wonder if I just got used to it, or if I wouldn’t have done as well with my hood on…

I would have my hood on now, if my US based engineer had called my on time.

Suit as sticky as every and I suspect I am only a little more moist in here. Discomfort from pressure points seems to come and go. A little walk around the computer room makes a big difference.

19:00 I’m knocking off work now and it’s unfortunately time to end my Latex session. Getting out of the suite I am amazed that it is almost completely dry inside. Been wearing latex for many years now and it’s rarely this dry even if work for just a couple of hours. My new theory on this is that if you make it though the first few hours dry and the temperature does not sore, you can acclimatize to the rubber. The occasional use of poppers seem to help through the first few hours.

It’s been a fairly long day in latex, but worth it. I think I am starting down the road of the discipline of enjoying a lifestyle of being encased in latex, separate from just very long latex sex session (and all out latex sex for that matter). In the past latex and sex have been synonymous. Now I think I can begin to enjoy both all over again.

Running total:

Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Suit alone=85*4=340
Comfort break = -50*2= -100
Ejaculation = -100
Total so far today=740
Yesterday=1025
Total for week so far=1765

So nearly hit my 1800 target and it’s only Tuesday…

Monday, January 17, 2005

17/01/2005 - first day with Pointz

08:57 Got into shoulder entry Enclosure Suite + Mask, both by Cocoon. I chose these as my standard “working clothes” as the shoulder entry means that the suit is totally air/liquid tight from the neck down and so I am totally securely sealed in with padlocks securing me in for extra feeling of safety. The mask has a wide overlapping collar that fits securely inside the suit with lots of points to anchor locks as necessary. It has a mouth and eye holes to allow me to work and (with some effort) talk on the phone. There are hoops up the back to allow the whole mask to be made snug and tight with laces (or chains).

The suit has gloved and feet built in, but I usually augment these. I wear thin rubber socks inside suit to protect suit from wearing on my feet. I wear thick rubber socks outside the suit to protect the suit feet from rubbing on my footwear or floor. I wear thin black latex surgical gloved inside the suit to protect the suit from my nails etc and the same sort of gloved over the suits gloves to both protect the suit and to provide a good tight fit for my fingers. This means I have better manual dexterity and aids typing.

09:20 Poppers

I better get this out of the way – I do sometimes use Poppers to control my sex drive while in rubber. They are fairly bad for you (like alcohol, tobaccos, extreme sports…) although not an illegal drug. However, they so help to keep me on pace for longer sessions, repressing otherwise overwhelming desire to go for climax and calming me down. They also seem to repress perspiration, which is helpful to feel comfortable for longer sessions. From past experience, I think they are going to make up a large part of my early entries but suspect I will need them less over time.

As a change, I tried administered Poppers via a tiny occasional dose applied to a conventional dusk mask I wear attached to the front of my hood. Initially, much heavier effect than expected. Had to fine tune method and took some time to "normalize". Attempted to acclimatize over next few minutes.

9:35 Started a regime of administering tiny amounts of popper regularly every few minutes. I use a program which I wrote to signals to me when I should take the next dose. Pretty strong reaction for first 3 minutes after dose applied…

10:04 The exact timing of the dose is not east to get right. Too regular and I lose my erection. Too infrequent and I find in increasingly difficult to keep control inside my suit, in order to prevent orgasm.

The actual dosage is fairly consistent as I can put mask hard up to popper bottle and then quickly upend and get a dose the diameter of the bottles neck.

10:31 Doses seem to be building up in me. Having a larger affect. Last minute or so seem to be the only ones that make sense any more...

10:50 Urinated in suit. No leaks so far. IRL this would sound a really unpleasant to me – but somehow the necessity to both piss and having to stay totally sealed in latex means I have to try to enjoy it. And I have found that it’s not as difficult to get used to as I would have thought - and even enjoy. However, I will be searching for better, neater solutions.

Vision now significantly affected. It’s a side affect of the Poppers and like having bright white flashes in front of everything you want to see. It’s covering a good part of everything I am trying to see and is quite alarming. Not sure there is any future in using this amount of poppers to help me in my latex lifestyle.

11:20 Came! I suppose it was inevitable. Stopped taking Poppers but managed to resist temptation of removing ANY latex items (there are techniques to preventing the often intense desire to rip off all the latex at this point). Running total:
Poppers +50 * 2 =100
Ejaculation = -100
Suit & Hood = 100*2=200
=200

12:00 Urinated in suit again. Fair bit of liquid in there now and yet doesn’t feel too uncomfortable.

13:15 Still finding it difficult to concentrate on my real work – but this is something I will have to get better at in order to achieve a latex lifestyle while working from home.

14:00 The suit is still fairly comfortable, but a huge erection has made it very difficult to concentrate for last hour or so. It’s driving me mad! Might have to go back on the poppers to deal with it. Let’s see.

14:30 – Copt out. I got a scratch to itch which I am unable to deal with will power alone, maybe popper will help. Ahhhh!! I don’t know which is worst! Being without poppers, the slam of the poppers kicking in, or minutes of the unpleasant effects of coming off them!

14:50 – Another piss… Think the poppers maybe diuretic.

15:00 – Had enough for today. Suite is just too full of urine to continue. Got to get better solution or bladder control!

Running totals
Poppers +50 * 2 + 50/2=125
Ejaculation = -100
Suit & Hood = 100*6=600
Waste In Suite=50*4=200
=1025

Actually well on the way to my weekly target – but not a very productive day for work so far! Maybe better luck tomorrow.

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