Thanks for all the comments! This is a quick interim post to deal with comment I have be receiving....

My humble and simple (if mildly epic) session, posted as a mere afterthought, seems to have interested quite a few people. Lots of personal emails coming in, which is fab, but I am really grateful for those who take time to post their comments and Qs via the blog as it is so much better to share.

In some quarters of the internet which I hang out, this self-indulgent perverted hedonism would seem very out of place in the (alternative) fashion and image preoccupied latex socialising cleeks. Bless. I am envious of them really, but I am also grateful there are some out there who are honest enough to appreciate that for many, rubber fetish is just about getting off sexually on aspects of being encased in latex.

Anyway, enough of that, let answer some Qs….

Hi Auxugen,
Fab Qs / comments.

WRT the key safe I used in November, the tumblers are way too easy to pick. Because they are mechanically connected to the opening mechanism, you can virtually feel them and certainly hear them click into place. I would go as far as to say any mechanical combination are unlikely to be secure if you have 5 or 10 minutes to play with them. Check out the internet and you will never buy one.

This is why I have gone for a mini safe from Yale with electronic 8 digit combination. I have not worked any way to pick the combination. The Yale safe was only about £35 (roughly just over $50 USD?).

So u r aware, the internet tells me the 2 week point of all safes of similar design to my Yale safe. The first is the manual override key / lock (the lock can apparently be picked with specialist tools). The second is the reset button on the inside of the door which might be accessible via holes (for screwing safe to wall) if you happened to have the right tool (very long/thin/stiff/bendy foil or wire). Once you know this, put the key out of reach (maybe give it to a friend as your Plan-B) and make sure there
are no tools at hand (or lock them away in a room and put the room key in the safe!).

WRT to the time-lock safe you found – unbelievable!!! I have spent hours and hours over many many years searching for a small time-lock safe – unsuccessfully. Not being able to find such a time-locked safe is the only reason why I ended up with the software to store a combination in a time-locked store and a separate combination safe.

Well done Auxugen for finding this. It is a little expensive, but looks ideal. I wonder if there are any (genuine/independent) testimonies / reviewers elsewhere on the internet who could vouch for this product? If you do get one, I am sure many who read here will be very interested to know how you get on with it.

BTW – Just in case you are thinking about total rubber enclosure (rather than other forms of bondage / chastity) and wondering if you need a time-lock for more than 99 hours then I would like to put you mind at rest. 99 hours is a V E R Y long time in rubber total enclosure. Having just lived through a long session, I personally cannot imagine wanting to have continuous total enclosure for that long.
I can see that chastity would probably need more than 99 hours before you would really feel the “benefit”. But chastity in “street clothes” is something I only just started reading about in last year or so, so not on my personal hit list yet.

BTW – the randomised setting is interesting. I have that feature
on PictureLoKIT, but was too scared to use it so far!

…Next…
Its from Auxugen again – what an industrious chap…

Firstly, I found your details about the bad experience based on ice interesting, worrying and educational - all at the same time. Your second incident sounded horrific too. My goodness, what a scary scenario.

To answer the question… well it is very difficult to answer to be honest!

In my case I had been planning things (in a very obsessive way) for some time and I was ALMOST on auto-pilot when it came to the final moments of lock in. There certainly was some nerves, to put it mildly. I was also very excited. There was a feeling of anticipation mixed with dread and foreboding too. This last time I was almost overwhelmed by the enormity of what I was about to take on (which I will post at some later date) – I pushed on so I could not think too hard about it and then could not quite believe how mad I had been locking that safe... Basically every emotion, but all at a fairly mild level compared to your situation.

Maybe I should have been a lot more anxious, but I think there are major differences in what I was about to embark on compared to your “proper bondage” (for want of a better way of describing it). So far, my situation is tame be comparison.
In my case, I was “only” locking myself into a condition which was perfectly routine situation for me. I was just dressing in exactly the same rubber that I routinely wear 7 to 10 hours at a time, occasionally 12 + hours. It is really just a case of compulsion to experience the same for longer. I never wear anything “locked in” that I had not worn for long periods before while unlocked.
I am also not locked into a single position, which can be very physically demanding. Within the fact I am totally enclosed in rubber I can move about and go anywhere I please. So far, I am not blindfolded either.

My bondage chains are fairly loose fitting – in my earlier prototype attempts my chains were tight fitting and then I worked out that it was both unsustainable and unnecessary. Careful consideration / design led me to a scheme that was totally secure with plenty of free play in some places (although less in other places). So the bondage chains are the least of my worries and would cause no serious harm if left on for much longer than I could imagine bearing being in rubber TE.
After locking myself in, I always gave myself an hour or two to ensure the rubber and bondage chains are comfortable and only then lock the padlock keys away for the fixed time period. For those who have experienced this, being locked in to what you have already done voluntarily IS a step change in the experience (psychologically), but (given I routinely wear the same outfit) not one that is likely to go dangerously out of control very quickly. OK, it is quite likely that things may get a little more challenging as time goes on, even to the extent that if u were not locked in, you would want out – but this is sort of the point of the exercise – the very perverse thrill of it! However, I have taken the view that these challenges would be slow developing, easy to spot early and probably not so severe as to cause any real danger or more than temporarily discomfort. I rely on the fact that I would have plenty of time to activate my “Plan B” to get me out of it (if red faced) if things do become untenable.

But don’t be under any misunderstanding. This was always a major personal challenge for me. That moment when you realise you are now locked in for the duration, that you have given up control of your situation to the time-lock, is amazing. It almost is a relief as you no longer have the burden of how you spend the rest of the day (or days!). It is also a time of anxiety and excitement, as you don’t know how things will turn out (good or very very bad). For me it was not panic, but maybe some rueful disbelief that I actually “went for it”!


Later, when you have been in there for hours and hours and take a look at the timer and see that there are so many hours ahead of you, you do start to reflect on the reality of your situation. It dawns that there is huge difference to previously having occasionally spent 24+ hours in rubber when things went particularly well and your current situation: a situation where you have no choice but to be totally enclosed in rubber, no matter how you feel about it, for the duration. You wake up the next day and are initially thrilled to be in rubber and then you get the next thrill – that like it or lump it, you are just going to have to “suffer” the pleasure of staying in rubber for many more hours yet. No choices to make. Move on and get on with the good bits…

And you know, there is something else. Isn’t there just a tiny bit of you that gets off on the very small but very real danger of the situation? Probably the worst is that you might get “discovered” by someone you prefer not to get discovered by. But there is also just a microscopic risk that when the time is up and the moment of freedom comes, you suddenly find that something has gone wrong and you cannot get out that easily after all? Knowing that I am forced to have “faith” (rather than 100% scientific knowledge) that I will be able to get out is something a guilty pleasure for me. (as long as I have a Plan-B).

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Next, rbrlvr made the comment…


I have a Hydroglove suit and it is not possible to urinate without un wrapping the folds and pulling down the pants. In the past I have just pissed in the suit, and drained it out when getting undressed. rbrlvr

Valid point. Fab that they are so waterproof isn’t it? I assume you are wondering how I piss while still being in bondage? I previously partially addressed with my post 24 Jan as…

“on the session in question, urinating was done “the usual way” without recourse to plumbing…” “…To explain, you need to get a full idea of my rubber and how my “bondage” works, which is tricky. I will cover this in my next full post.”

I am trying to address this in my full write up of my very recent session, but here is a quick (edited down) sneak preview of what I have drafted so far:

I am wearing a hooded Hydroglove suit, which is actually 2 pieces: A top half and a bottom half. These are joined when wearing by rolling together to form a water tight seal…...[also wearing bondage hood/mask combo with belt loop around neck over Hydroglove hood] ….A chain goes through hood neck belt loops to form a loop (around the neck) which is padlocked to hood at the front and a free end is long enough to be routed down my front, between the legs, back up to the back of my neck before doing a second circuit of my hood’s neck and be padlocked in place at the back of the neck. To prevent the chain being slipped off via the leg, a second chain connects to the first at waist height and forms a waist belt.

The bondage makes it impossible to get either half of the Hydroglove suit off. With a LOT of fiddle, it does me to unroll the two halfs to allow a tiny slit to be opened for pissing as long as you constantly hold it open against the stretch of the rubber. However, this access is not really sufficient for anal access / defecation (think about route of chain), only urination which means being dosed up with anti-diarrhoea drugs for the duration.

I know it is difficult to imagine, but the chains do allow you to unroll. On the other hand you also have to imagine that in practice the chains mean the (previously rolled up) rubber does not have anywhere to go, so there is only just enough scope to make a gap between the two half. I tend to usually have to hold down the spare rubber at the top of the pants to make a gap for my bit to fit through.

If I wanted to be all technical about it, this piss time is obviously an exception to being totally enclosed. But in a locked in situation I wanted something reliable and therefore simple and so did not want to go for “personal plumbing solutions”. Once I have relieved myself (and inspected the goods for any issues), I soon want to be packing it all away (even if I wanted out of the rubber) because I find this state is not comfortable for long as the excess rubber wants to snap back and crush my bits if I don’t hold it down.

Hope this is still interesting and of use to people considering spending a long time in rubber. If so, you will love the full write up of my recent extra-long session which has some highs and some lows… I hope I can find time to get this ready for posting in next week or two, but no promises.


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