Hi to all who responded here or elsewhere. This post is inspired but the feedback and questions I have had, although keen not to do just Q & A and broaden things out.
To quash a possible misunderstanding (particularly for newer readers), I better say that I am NOT looking to spend weeks, months or years in rubber, without ever coming out for even a short break. It’s not for me to say that 24/7/365 would not be possible, but it is well beyond my current aims (I am not going to be drawn on 23/7, 22/7 etc either).
I am also not really a typical masochist and would not object to having a comfortable existence while encased in rubber, although I have often had to accept the sacrifices and mild hardships of my chosen rubber life. I sometime have chosen to enjoy this woe – for what else should I do when you think the pros outweigh the cons?
However, I am not aiming to be uncomfortable / very hot / wet / slimy or smelly. These are “luxuries” that are not compatible with a regularly living life in rubber. To this end I identified a sort of hierarchy of needs for a rubber encased person quite a while back (see Wednesday, 23 November 2005) and what I AM doing is just tackling those challenges, one at a time to steadily extend the amount of time I could and often do actually spend in total enclosure. I am not pretending I am near the end of the list and have been in this suit all week, as I have not. You will be disappointed to hear I cleaned and changed this morning…
Then the question of chastity has come up a lot recently. And, you know I think I have discovered some odd truths there. I never imagined I had any real understanding, empathy or connection with those who practice chastity. The fact that I never, ever, seem to manage to go for more that a few days without gushing forth semen seemed to make such a suggestion seem ridiculous. But, you know, things might be relative…
For someone like me who is lucky to have the opportunity to be aroused 24 hours a day in a fetish rich lifestyle, my abstinence is perhaps “relative”. The aim of my life seems to have developed to the point where I am trying to stay as stimulated and sexually alive as possible, for as much time as possible. All this while trying desperately to not get overexcited and stave off, for as long as I physically can, the inevitable orgasmic ejaculation. It results in a life of extended periods of great tension which seems to reach new levels after long periods of having my base instincts tempted. True, this eventually translates into a more sensual than purely sexual feeling eventually, but its a magically energising experience non the less.
The origin of my behaviour is a little tricky to identify and maybe my explanations are cyclic. It could be said to have its origin as part of my aim of trying to keep as dry as possible in my rubber skin. Dryness is very important to me as it enables me to spend longer and longer encase in rubber, without worrying about as much about skin problems. Then there is the undeniable association between my fetish and being in a state of having a high libido. Wanting more than anything to be in rubber when my sap is rising, while (I suspect we have all experienced this) the reversal of this feeling is often true for a brief period after orgasm. Avoiding, or at least delaying experiencing a post coital condition (with associated post-rubber symptoms) aids me in the achievement of my fetish dream - of spending long periods living a highly sensual life in my rubber skin. Like I said, its a little cyclic and self fulfilling.
Maybe once I set myself the golden rule that I must avoid stripping out of my rubber skin pot coital, I set up the chain reaction that conditioned me to live my lifestyle. But that does not explain why I wanted it so bad in the first place.
Moving on to cover the perennial “steady state” when applied to extended and longer term encasement argument, which seems to stick to my blog like limpet!. OK I guess it was an interesting conundrum, once. I accept there is probably some truth in that a person’s perception adjusts to a steady state. Yes I see how you might think it would adversely affect the novelty of long term enclosure and it certainly does to some degree. It’s not that I don’t understand the argument. It is just that practical experiments (rather than grand theories) means that I can empirically state that for me, my enjoyment and dedication to my fetish is enhanced by more regular, longer and more total rubber encasement. Now, if you like, why don’t we move the argument on to examine WHY this is TRUE for me while accepting the steady state theory (unless the aim is to brain washed me into thinking I am not happy in here… which I really am - honest!).
Just maybe it would be true if I truly did live 24/7/365 totally enclosed, but let’s not pretend I do. I would certainly risk finding out if we ever cracked the million and one little challenges that are currently stopping anyone from anything more than partial success there :o)
I don’t have all the answers, but I know there is a fine dividing line between too intense and too bland a stimulus. I feel I should say that it is untrue to think you can wear the rubber and associated plumbing that I wear and be able to totally ignore it for any length of time, even if I were luck enough to wear it every single day of the year. The truth is almost the opposite – unless I wear it pretty much daily, when I do wear it the experience is too intense and it is difficult to handle the stimulus. A break of a week and I am almost out of control the first day back in rubber. Adjusting to become familiar with the sensation is what I need to stay sane and functional. Now I have lost too many “first days back” fighting the instinct to fuck myself to death to want to spend too long out of rubber. Sounds like addictive behaviour? No shit Sherlock, that has occurred to me once or twice! :o)
Yes, you can and do forget you are in rubber for a while, but my encasement is just extreme enough to have strength to inevitably and regularly snap back onto full focus, suddenly dominating my consciousness. Typically what might happen is just when I have forgotten; the slightest movement sends a cascade of rubbery reminding sensations across my body. In fact these delicious moments are the side effect of the very temporarily reality of the steady state theory when applied to my encasement. Delicious because, in an instant, the full impact of my total encasement is played out across my senses and, much more importantly the full “horror” floods your mind. Yum…
My goodness it’s getting hot today.
Sealed
4 comments:
I thought I had left a comment and mentioned the "steady state" concept of diminished response but I didn't see it in the comments.
I do believe that the steady state does apply but it may not null all sense or sensation. Rubber is too "aggressive" in its presence when worn tight and total to fade away when you move about.
I don't even know if the tightness can not be felt after some time, since those who report wearing gloves for example, which are tight or stockings find the pain mounting not fading. But maybe the good feelings don't work the same as the dangerous ones.
It seems to me, that is from knowledge of my own body that enjoyable stimuli do fall into the steady state trap and the only way out is to change the stim or in the case of sex go to the point of no return and on to orgasm. The spring can only be wound so much.. or like an inflated balloon a bit more will burst it but left alone it will slowly leak out air and deflate.
But I see no problem in using enclosure as a way to get lots of sensation going, extending it a bit , enjoying the sensual or erotic tension and then going for broke and into a refractory period where you can repeat the cycle. But for me, it means completely disrobing and letting the absence drive demand to the pleasure of enclosing once again and the build up. This all means that I am a repeat offender as opposed to a long term strung out addict. hahaha.
I on the other hand enjoy the discomfort of heat and the feeling of tight heavy rubber. That means that twelve hours pf sexual tension leaves me shagged for a day or two. The physical strain means that I am semi-aroused but not more with an agreeable continual feeling. Being older mean s that full arousal and climax is not as easy anyway.
So my rubber is intermittent. I also enjoy wearing it inpublic as I have often recorded and even when it is not convenient to get fully rubbered am recognised around by my big black latex mack, cap boots and gloves over vanilla.
A regular 12 hours a day seems to me the limit for heavy rubber even with training. My skin gets sore in various places with moreanyway.
Sealed is of course excfeptional having trained himnself to continue after orgasm time after time without stripping off. I call that real rubbering.
Blackie.
I have been reading of people with this very long arc of erotic pleasure. Frankly I find it hard to conceptualize. For me it is either rising or falling and maintaining a certain level of arousal is actually quite difficult for more than short stretches.
One can be mildly stimulated and psychologically aroused for long periods I suppose, but a woodie for hours would seem to require Viagra.
Hello Sealed
Great to see that you have been posting on your journey. I had missed a few of the new ones.
I also enjoy those moments when my body temporarily "forgets" that it is totally encased in rubber. This happens either after I have dozed off for a moment or two, or have been sitting in front of the computer or TV being totally absorbed in what I am watching. The I make a slight move, and my body is reminded - yes this is a great sensation.
I agree with you that one must set a goal of never taking the rubber off right after orgasm. For me this has led to two outcomes. 1. putting off the orgasm until the end of the rubber session, or 2. building up the self-discipline to not take it off. Sometimes I set myself targets for how long each enclosure session will last. Three hours has become my default target, but sometimes I get a bit sad when I'm only in for an hour. Sigh.
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